Okay, back from Taiwan, finally. I'll blog about Taiwan some other day, but now, just... expressing myself again.
So...Me? Hahas, 16 going on 17 next year, but i still think I'm a kid. Even my parents think I'm a kid. But actually, being a kid has its good points. It makes you cute, in a way. Childish innocence, I call it. Of course, childish innocence isn't always good, you know. Most of the time it just irritates people. But I want to make people smile, or laugh. When I say something and somebody laughs at it, I feel happy inside too. But of course, when I'm saying something not serious la... Being like a kid also makes you feel younger, 17 is no young age to us teens... Well, yea. And being an only kid, naturally makes you a small kid in your parents' eyes.
But you know...I cry alot. I cry when i feel like it, sometimes i don't even know why. But everytime something bad crops up, the first thing i do is cry. Not like CRY. But sort of those stone there and the tears flow all over sort of thing la. Then i would wipe them off, and give myself a slap. For? I'm being angry with myself for being so weak and crying about every single thing. Crybaby. Strong and useful girls don't cry! I am not a weakling! Hahas. I laugh at myself.