You know, everytime I want a day to be happy, which is that there won't be any arguments of any sort, there will most definitely be one. I had to go for a school camp, so i was trying to make the day before the camp a happy day so i could enjoy my camp more. That feeling you get when you know everything is settled before you do something, really makes you enjoy better what you don't feel like enjoying. Tomorrow, I'm going to Taiwan for a trip. So i wanted to settle everything before I take off tomorrow. I wanted to make sure he was comfortable and was alright, everything went well...until 5pm.
He started up about the topic of trust again. I'm so damn sick of this issue. See, I trust him, and I can assure you that. But he assumes that I don't. Know why? Just coz I don't want to satisfy him in a certain aspect. I don't want, I cannot, and I HATE it. Absolutely NO. And he was then complaining that I don't trust him at all and always always think of the worst case. So i once again informed him nicely that I won't, and if he really needed it, he could go look for one of his friends. And then, he started saying that i don't even trust him at all, since I told him to go look for one of his friends and I knew that he would never do that?
Woah? Off-topic sial...Are we talking about trust or are we talking about that certain aspect? The certain aspect, of course. Don't really know why he just accuses me all the time that I don't trust him. What's with the I-Love-Yous, then later accusing me of not trusting? I mean, it makes no sense. I am trying so hard to explain things clearly, so hard to convince him that I really love him and i definitely trust him... But he just... Sighs... He just doesn't listen to me...
I wasted 75% on my smses trying to explain to him, and on arguments, and my smses exceeded by more than 200. Seriously, I think these smses should be put to good use. Instead of arguments, they should be spent on sending encouraging and assuring smses, not on quarrels and ridiculous arguments and assumptions and insults. Why can't he be nicer to me? I am a girl, afterall... I really don't see the point why I must waste my time thinking of how to get him to believe the truth, when the truth is in what I say... Why must I be the only one who is always trying to make him trust me... And why must I be the only one who has to work so hard just so I can be with him?
I love him, really. I trust him. Please, can we not argue anymore? Can you please, please stop making false assumptions and making me try so hard to get you to think otherwise? Please, my mind is tired... I don't want to think anymore... My mind has had enough of thinking up ways to let you see the truth... Please, have mercy....
He started up about the topic of trust again. I'm so damn sick of this issue. See, I trust him, and I can assure you that. But he assumes that I don't. Know why? Just coz I don't want to satisfy him in a certain aspect. I don't want, I cannot, and I HATE it. Absolutely NO. And he was then complaining that I don't trust him at all and always always think of the worst case. So i once again informed him nicely that I won't, and if he really needed it, he could go look for one of his friends. And then, he started saying that i don't even trust him at all, since I told him to go look for one of his friends and I knew that he would never do that?
Woah? Off-topic sial...Are we talking about trust or are we talking about that certain aspect? The certain aspect, of course. Don't really know why he just accuses me all the time that I don't trust him. What's with the I-Love-Yous, then later accusing me of not trusting? I mean, it makes no sense. I am trying so hard to explain things clearly, so hard to convince him that I really love him and i definitely trust him... But he just... Sighs... He just doesn't listen to me...
I wasted 75% on my smses trying to explain to him, and on arguments, and my smses exceeded by more than 200. Seriously, I think these smses should be put to good use. Instead of arguments, they should be spent on sending encouraging and assuring smses, not on quarrels and ridiculous arguments and assumptions and insults. Why can't he be nicer to me? I am a girl, afterall... I really don't see the point why I must waste my time thinking of how to get him to believe the truth, when the truth is in what I say... Why must I be the only one who is always trying to make him trust me... And why must I be the only one who has to work so hard just so I can be with him?
I love him, really. I trust him. Please, can we not argue anymore? Can you please, please stop making false assumptions and making me try so hard to get you to think otherwise? Please, my mind is tired... I don't want to think anymore... My mind has had enough of thinking up ways to let you see the truth... Please, have mercy....
