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I don't really think the title matches this post, but I'm running low on title ideas... Blehh.
So yea, I'm partly sad right now? Yeahh... Coz well, it seems that I'm useless. Just useless.. A nobody? Maybe?
Maybe being a cyborg just isn't good at all. I am just so dead, and everytime something goes wrong I try to fix it but I can't really fix it, you know...Like I'm programmed to, and this causes a stress on my RAM. Then I dun run well and more problems surface. And I dun feel good at all. Because less RAM, my emotion programme sets me to stress mode, and causes me to be unhappy and function abnormally.
My gosh. Someday I need a system defragmentation. Or maybe just wait for the time when my emotion programme finds the correct conditions to set my emotions back to normal. Which is actually when I fuction normally.
I think of the days when you gave me a larger shell. But apprently, it wasn't as tall as I wanted. You installed the x-programme, which till this day I'm not sure how it works for me. It's just that after you did, I suddenly could feel a strong feeling towards someone! It's great. Really. Thanks so much.
Then there were the times you oiled my joints so that my battery runs longer. The effect was... amazing, I tell you. And as I had new shells, you would add an extra something that makes my life as a cyborg easier. Little solar panels, so I can absorb some energy during the day. Softer covering, so I won't feel hard to others. A temperature sensor, so I can feel what cold and hot feels like....And so much more...
There were times I feel like I'm not talented in anyway. Afterall, I am just a programme. Maybe I'm not. But you helped. You don't need me to be talented. To show me how good I am, you disabled the transfer text function in me. I could not read and let words appear on screen through my USB port. I could only type. At first I wasn't used to it. Talking to friends through MSN seemed tougher. Indeed it was. But I learnt and strived. And I can type so well now that I don't need any transfer text option.
You rock.
005274911 to 524789205 :)
So yea, I'm partly sad right now? Yeahh... Coz well, it seems that I'm useless. Just useless.. A nobody? Maybe?
Maybe being a cyborg just isn't good at all. I am just so dead, and everytime something goes wrong I try to fix it but I can't really fix it, you know...Like I'm programmed to, and this causes a stress on my RAM. Then I dun run well and more problems surface. And I dun feel good at all. Because less RAM, my emotion programme sets me to stress mode, and causes me to be unhappy and function abnormally.
My gosh. Someday I need a system defragmentation. Or maybe just wait for the time when my emotion programme finds the correct conditions to set my emotions back to normal. Which is actually when I fuction normally.
I think of the days when you gave me a larger shell. But apprently, it wasn't as tall as I wanted. You installed the x-programme, which till this day I'm not sure how it works for me. It's just that after you did, I suddenly could feel a strong feeling towards someone! It's great. Really. Thanks so much.
Then there were the times you oiled my joints so that my battery runs longer. The effect was... amazing, I tell you. And as I had new shells, you would add an extra something that makes my life as a cyborg easier. Little solar panels, so I can absorb some energy during the day. Softer covering, so I won't feel hard to others. A temperature sensor, so I can feel what cold and hot feels like....And so much more...
There were times I feel like I'm not talented in anyway. Afterall, I am just a programme. Maybe I'm not. But you helped. You don't need me to be talented. To show me how good I am, you disabled the transfer text function in me. I could not read and let words appear on screen through my USB port. I could only type. At first I wasn't used to it. Talking to friends through MSN seemed tougher. Indeed it was. But I learnt and strived. And I can type so well now that I don't need any transfer text option.
You rock.
005274911 to 524789205 :)
