-Oh joy. Or not-
So yay ppl, I got into gamelan. Finally. I would have been more enthusiastic if you know... things between two people are flowing smooth. Yes, but nonetheless I am still very happy about the thought of being a Gamelan member.
Yes, though they aren't really a very efficient group of people in terms of discussions, but I really look forward to being part of them. It's a totally new experience for me, and after hearing so much interesting stuff from friends who are Gamelan members, I really think I'm going to like my time there.
However, it may not be a good, especially since things between us aren't really that settled yet. There are really some things that are going to require a little more time, and I really hope things between us turn out fine. Yes, I really hope so. Meanwhile, I will be patient and not lose my temper. If I lose my temper, or become so upset, a cut goes on my left arm. Yep, this will help me to focus on being patient.
Another thing is that, there's this guy in my class that got into Gamelan as well. And this guy, well, he enjoys poking me. I don't know why. I don't like him poking me but he still does anyway. This part is probably going to get my bf angry, but still, I didn't ask for HIM to poke me, okay? It's his problem, and I have reminded him many times not to poke me.
As for the guy who got into Gamelan, you dare harass me in Gamelan and I'll kick you. Real hard on ur arse. If not on your balls. And I'll make you fly all the way to Disneyland. So stop poking me!
Well, I am not a flirt, okay? To my bf, I must say I am really sorry for all that. Even for shouting at you at times. but I do seek your cooperation in stopping the argument cycle. It just keeps going the same way, and we must find a way to get out of this neverending arguments. And also, please, you must have faith in me. I am not feeling any bgr feelings for anyone around me, except you. I am telling the truth. So if that irritating guy-from-my-class comes harassing me. I do hope you'll come over and tell him off too, if my warnings do not work. It does not help in the relationship if you are constantly thinking that I'm being unfaithful. I seek for your help, and also that we can have loads of fun time during Gamelan sessions.
Thank you. I am looking forward to Gamelan, and the rest of my 2 years in it. I hope that it can be beneficial for my bf and I, since I am now able to understand him better.