You know, suddenly, I just feel like, wow I have a more valid reason to be angry. But I'm not. Besides, I heard that your body creates toxins when you're angry. And in other words, everytime ur being angry, you're just poisoning yourself, to death.

I haven't been really angry for quite some time. A few peaks here and there, but that's it. I've never really been ultimately angry at anyone or anything recently. There are only times when I'm upset. Still, that's poisoning myself.

Ah, but anyways. It doesn't help when you feel jealous anyway. Okay, but I had the right to be jealous okay... Who actually enjoys being placed on the shelf anyway? And who the hell likes to be implied as a less shiny star, while being informed about a huge bright blinding star? Ah wells. What to do...