The world IS sick of me! Nobody's ever satisfied with me. Nobody around me is happy. Nobody takes pride in me. Nobody cares about me. Nobody even bloody asknowledges my existance!

Discredited. Something I should seriously get used to, or I shall just terminate myself once and for all, so that I don't have to suffer this much. Everytime I do something, there is no chance anybody will take notice of me or my contributions even if my suggestions are actually what they are doing. I hate this.

Some people just think I'm an unimportant person, anywhere. Even if I see someone in need of help, and I go over to help, the person never notices me after i helped. They just forgot me, like.... I don't exist.

Somehow, I can't seem to make people happy, or even satisfied. Some random dude out there has something against me, and another person suddenly turns cold, and another starts being angry with me without telling me why... All sorts of stuff. Then sone person comes along and starts singing praise, but if u listen hard enough, everything in their sentences is just telling me how disgusting I am, and how I am not welcome on Earth.

No matter how nice I am, people are just thinking I'm some Pai Kia. Some gangster, some rowdy kid, or some person who deserves to die, or a person that is good for nothing. And in order not to have people dissatisfied with me, or have people who think I'm just an idiot... I don't sit with people when I'm sad. They'll most probably think I deserved it anyway.

That's how I am feeling today. Ultimately useless. Look, even people close to me don't treasure me. People close to me aren't caring about my feelings. People close to me are angry and pissed and dissatisfied with me. Maybe I should be gone for good.