Today, I was sad. Well, my dear Jun Yup fell sick so he was on MC, and he couldn't come to school. So that's like... 5 days of not seeing him... And in there, a day of no smses... And if you consider yesterday... I will not see him for 5.5 days. Sigh.... Even though I wanted to be happy during the CNY celebrations, I just couldn't.
There were all these parts where it was really really funny. So I tried laughing as hard as I could. I tried to laugh out loud, and to laugh till I cry. And I did cry, just not laughing till I cried. I just watched, and watched, then I thought of him, then I teared. Thank goodness the Audi was dark then, and Theo couldn't really notice my sad moments.
And I decided not to have lunch today. You see, I had plans to lunch with him after the CNY celebrations. But unfortunately, he's sick, on MC, sleeping, and I can't even meet him. This is just so depressing. You know, this is the umpteenth time my lunch/dinner dates are screwed up. Everytime I so look forward to a meal with my darling, and it wouldn't happen. It just screws up last minute.
I only remember two successful meals. Of course, those meals taken while we're out watchign movies don't count. Sigh. I am just so depressed now. It's so depressing, because when I look forward to something, and it never happens... It just affects me so much. It's like... Sad.
I dunno... Because everytime I'm really sick in school, I will stay till the end of school before making my way home myself. Then, I still have to wait for my parents. Sometimes they don't take me to see a doctor, but sometimes, my mum does. Then the doctor issues an MC, but it will never be used. I will be ushered to school the next day, no matter how I feel. As long as I look presentable, they will send me to school. They only won't send me to school when they touch me and I feel like a toast bread. And that, is rare because I got to be burning to look sick to them.
So no matter what happens, it's off to school I go. But seriously, it makes me feel better in some way. It better than floating around at home, or to sleep the whole day off. Even if I'm at home alone, and I take a drowsy medicine, I will only sleep a max of 1 hour. Then I'm off to float. I don't sleep my day off. If my mum is at home, she'll get me to play computer games to keep me awake. Exercise my brain a little.
So yea. I can usually recover in a day or two, going by my routine. Did I mention, I was sent to school for a day when my parents refused to believe I had chickenpox in Sec 2? Yea, it did happen. Man, how much pain have I gone through... Sigh.
I'm still sad, on this supposedly happy day. I haven't gotten any sms from him since I duno when. He's probably off to sleep again. Sleep his day off like i-duno-how-to-describe. Sweet boy. But... Man, do I miss him. Going off Malaysia tomorrow and I don't get to see him. And I missed my annual lunch-with-someone day. Sweet dreams, then.
There were all these parts where it was really really funny. So I tried laughing as hard as I could. I tried to laugh out loud, and to laugh till I cry. And I did cry, just not laughing till I cried. I just watched, and watched, then I thought of him, then I teared. Thank goodness the Audi was dark then, and Theo couldn't really notice my sad moments.
And I decided not to have lunch today. You see, I had plans to lunch with him after the CNY celebrations. But unfortunately, he's sick, on MC, sleeping, and I can't even meet him. This is just so depressing. You know, this is the umpteenth time my lunch/dinner dates are screwed up. Everytime I so look forward to a meal with my darling, and it wouldn't happen. It just screws up last minute.
I only remember two successful meals. Of course, those meals taken while we're out watchign movies don't count. Sigh. I am just so depressed now. It's so depressing, because when I look forward to something, and it never happens... It just affects me so much. It's like... Sad.
I dunno... Because everytime I'm really sick in school, I will stay till the end of school before making my way home myself. Then, I still have to wait for my parents. Sometimes they don't take me to see a doctor, but sometimes, my mum does. Then the doctor issues an MC, but it will never be used. I will be ushered to school the next day, no matter how I feel. As long as I look presentable, they will send me to school. They only won't send me to school when they touch me and I feel like a toast bread. And that, is rare because I got to be burning to look sick to them.
So no matter what happens, it's off to school I go. But seriously, it makes me feel better in some way. It better than floating around at home, or to sleep the whole day off. Even if I'm at home alone, and I take a drowsy medicine, I will only sleep a max of 1 hour. Then I'm off to float. I don't sleep my day off. If my mum is at home, she'll get me to play computer games to keep me awake. Exercise my brain a little.
So yea. I can usually recover in a day or two, going by my routine. Did I mention, I was sent to school for a day when my parents refused to believe I had chickenpox in Sec 2? Yea, it did happen. Man, how much pain have I gone through... Sigh.
I'm still sad, on this supposedly happy day. I haven't gotten any sms from him since I duno when. He's probably off to sleep again. Sleep his day off like i-duno-how-to-describe. Sweet boy. But... Man, do I miss him. Going off Malaysia tomorrow and I don't get to see him. And I missed my annual lunch-with-someone day. Sweet dreams, then.
