Chem remedials later. I'm blogging during my break. I'm going to be dead again later because I haven't told Jun yup that I have Chem remedial later, although the time for the remedial is after he leaves the school.

Gee why am I so afraid of him. He isn't even afraid of me. If i put down some rule, he just finds some weird reason to be excused from it. And you know what, everytime I find a real reason to be excused from his rules, he insists that those are 'excuses' and I should constantly be following them. How weird.

And then, when he gets angry, I will always find out what happened. Most of the time, it's my fault. But still, it may be because he misunderstood me or something. At least I bother to find out what went wrong, even if it's me. But you know the weird thing is, when he upsets me or hurts me by his words, he never bothers to ask why or how. I mean, like, HELLO? does he lack the basic skills of reading emotions? Either that, or he just can't be bothered to care. Seeing me pissed and all sad, he doesn't ask what happened. I have to go up to him and tell him, hey, I don't think what you did/say was very nice of you to do so; and it upset me. Even so, he doesn't care. His answer? "Pity." That's all he says.

Pity? Don't you even care about how bad you made others feel. And not some other person on the road, it's his own close friend! This is how he repays me for my concern for him, heck caring about me when he was the one who hurt me. Oh wow, what a GREAT deal that is.

Next, I know what you people will say. "Aiyah, go ask him if he did consider your feelings first before doing anything onot..." I've asked that, you wanna know his reply. I'll give it to you even if you don't want to know. So yea, here goes, "Of course I do. Well, and that is why I want to do it." Oh wow, how great, so your aim is to make me as upset as possible before you can be happy?

I originally don't plan to type this here, but I guess you are so "whats-the-big-deal" about it, and you said there's nothing wrong about it, so I shall post it here, on my blog. Since to you it's so common anyway. How many of you out there think that it is right for an attached guy to go ask another girl for a hug? No, two hugs, I mean. Add on the fact that those two were in an ulu area where nobody really goes to? Is it right? And note that he was the one who asked for it, not that the girl threw herself at him.

Also, you know those cheesy hand to hand stuff? Is it nice for an attached guy to do a hand-link-hand, right infront of his own girlfriend, with another girl? Nice? Oh, and you haven't know the meaning of the had-link-hand thing. Well, let me tell you their interpretation of it. To them, as in him and the other girl, it symbolises a hug. Oh wow, so you cryptic hug another girl right infront of your girlfriend, how nice of you... Let me give you a hug too *hugs* Oh, that hug wasn't meant for you, the guy, but it was meant for the sane readers of my blog.

It's perfectly fine to do it infront of me right? Well, if it's so correct then I'll tell it to the readers of my blog. If you ever think this post is insulting, then think again. You were the one who told me there was nothing wrong with what you did, and if there's nothing wrong with what you did, I don't think there would be anything wrong with me telling anyone else. Readers, leave a tag on the tagboard about whether it's right or not, if you want to. Of course if you're out of your sane mind then don't tag.

So now, I'm done for now with venting my frustrations, although it doesn't really help much. This post, is just to show some people how right they are, since they keep saying there's nothing wrong. Even in the church when we say peace be with you and you decide to give someone a hug, you don't hug twice. And that is what we call a friendly hug.