Things aren't getting any better, still the same old indifferent person.
News!

Someone got upsetted by me. And I'm actually caring about in what way I have upsetted that person. And that person is still being a stupid person, by telling me that oh he's so upset, but not telling me why. HELLO DRAMA PAPA! Stop acting like a spoilt brat la. You should be SO fucking glad that I actually bother about you when you DON'T even bother about how I feel.

Add on the fact that I'm trying to fucking hold back my tears now. Those tears that don't even matter to you AT ALL. Ask your idiotic self WTF do I cry so often! And if you are STUPID enough of COCKY enough not to know, let ME tell you.

I wouldn't be crying those tears-that-don't-matter-to-you if YOU were responsible enough to CARE for my feelings. You can do that to all your other ladies, why can't you do it for ME? You don't even ask how do I feel, and when you do something wrong, I have to flucking request you again and again for YOU to apologise, just so I can make MYSELF feel better. And when you finally give in and say a SORRY, you aren't even sincere about it. You still flucking think you're always right. And I wouldn't be CRYING if you actually THINK carefully where YOU, YOURSELF, went wrong, and how you would avoid it. And that is if you finally STOP being happy that I am sad.