Tomorrow would be my Biochemistry exam, last exam for now.........
Chem APs after that, where the teachers actually expect us to score a 5, which is the highest possible. Well, a big big majority of the year 5s last year did it, and now it's our turn. I'm secretly afraid of it. =x

Then would be Organic Chemistry, which is really really the most feared paper. Would my efforts be wasted again? I've been trying very hard to catch up on it and i must say I really understand now, it's just alot of stuff to remember. Yet, there is that insecurity there. I've failed every quiz and test that SRY has thrown at us, and it's a terrible terrible feeling. Because I knew I really did study for them, I really really did.

Sigh... I really hope I can get a decent grade for Organic Chem. Urgh. I never want to take Organic Chemistry ever again. I want all the mechanisms thingy to just stick to my brains so that I can actually prove that I did study! I really did!

I hope I do well for tomorrow's Bio too. I hope the cycles and all stick to my brains as well. I can about recite them now... I hope i can do the same tomorrow. No more slacking in bed tomorrow, need to wake up early.

And yeah, I can go home tomorrow.... Which is good, coz I get to see my little kiddos, the dog and the hamster. And my precious piano.

All the best to you peeps out there whose exams are coming right up... Times are tough nowadays, it's like you smart, you survive, you stupid, you die sort of thing. Which is really really bad because kids are gonna be so pressure cooked and there's no way ever of getting a good childhood. I can't imagine the children of the next generation. Poor kids.