I finally ate my fanciful colored froot loops. They taste so much better than the other one.

But I felt suffocated, like someone stuffed cotton down my windpipe and suddenly, breathing seems so... so....... tiring, and difficult.

It's a price one has to pay.

Almost every night, I feel this weird sensation. I know what it is, but for you to find out.

How painful it feels to have this suffocating feeling, your heart beating like it was trying to pump blood through constricted vessels without damaging the delicate vessels. My eyes burnt, like sand flying into them.

Paying, something I do all the time. Yet, no change, no goods, just me.