Shit man
Why does it have to be like, when something really good happens in the day, my nights would be damn shitty?
ToDAY. Was generally good. Chem AP prep in the morning, which is just making us do the questions.... So it wasn't that taxing since it was more or less slackish... Then went down to the canteen and I saw Jun Yup, so that was really the happiest moment of the day. Sat with him, talked to him, helped him with his chinese oral examination... When he's around, it's like... Nothing matters much anymore... I feel really happy just by seeing him.
Sadly, he had to go home early.
Slacked till 4.15 to get my results. I failed Bio exam. My English wasn't that screwed up.
When I got home, mum kept nagging. She keeps yakking and yakking about why I should just shower at the hostel before coming home, and that I should just wear my slippers home, and she complains about the time I reach home when dad fetches me home... I mean, MUM! It doesn't matter where I shower, okay? I don't give a damn. And what's the big deal with footwear?! I want to wear shoes, cannot meh? Why must wear slippers... I wear slippers come home, my hostel there no slippers already horh! Walau... And Dad agrees to fetching me home, so why should I take public transport? Anyway, the car's going to sold away next Thursday. I don't care what time, as long as I reach home not later than Dad.
What's worse, with the constant nagging from mum, i just went to take my clothes and went to the bathroom without switching the lights in the room off. Before I could even close the door, Dad started. It's like a relay, you know. Mum stops, Dad starts. He went on and on about the lights that were left on, complaining that he has reminded me many many times.... So I replied, "Okay, sorry..." And he still repeated his naggings all over again even though I closed the door of the toilet... I was so pissed I shouted at him, "OKAY!!!! SORRY LAA!!!!!"
Sigh....
See. It's not like it's so easy for me to be happy... I dun need people to dampen my mood when I get my rare opportunity to be happy... Some really really small things make me really happy... Even though the cause may be like bullshit to others...
I dunno... Give a chance for people to be happy... A small achievement to you, may be a huge achivement for them, so just let them have their moment of glory... Things that are irrelevant, just be happy as well... It is really nice to see people around you happy... Listening to them and being happy with them, is just a very very negligible price to pay for someone to be happy.
Have you made someone happy today?
ToDAY. Was generally good. Chem AP prep in the morning, which is just making us do the questions.... So it wasn't that taxing since it was more or less slackish... Then went down to the canteen and I saw Jun Yup, so that was really the happiest moment of the day. Sat with him, talked to him, helped him with his chinese oral examination... When he's around, it's like... Nothing matters much anymore... I feel really happy just by seeing him.
Sadly, he had to go home early.
Slacked till 4.15 to get my results. I failed Bio exam. My English wasn't that screwed up.
When I got home, mum kept nagging. She keeps yakking and yakking about why I should just shower at the hostel before coming home, and that I should just wear my slippers home, and she complains about the time I reach home when dad fetches me home... I mean, MUM! It doesn't matter where I shower, okay? I don't give a damn. And what's the big deal with footwear?! I want to wear shoes, cannot meh? Why must wear slippers... I wear slippers come home, my hostel there no slippers already horh! Walau... And Dad agrees to fetching me home, so why should I take public transport? Anyway, the car's going to sold away next Thursday. I don't care what time, as long as I reach home not later than Dad.
What's worse, with the constant nagging from mum, i just went to take my clothes and went to the bathroom without switching the lights in the room off. Before I could even close the door, Dad started. It's like a relay, you know. Mum stops, Dad starts. He went on and on about the lights that were left on, complaining that he has reminded me many many times.... So I replied, "Okay, sorry..." And he still repeated his naggings all over again even though I closed the door of the toilet... I was so pissed I shouted at him, "OKAY!!!! SORRY LAA!!!!!"
Sigh....
See. It's not like it's so easy for me to be happy... I dun need people to dampen my mood when I get my rare opportunity to be happy... Some really really small things make me really happy... Even though the cause may be like bullshit to others...
I dunno... Give a chance for people to be happy... A small achievement to you, may be a huge achivement for them, so just let them have their moment of glory... Things that are irrelevant, just be happy as well... It is really nice to see people around you happy... Listening to them and being happy with them, is just a very very negligible price to pay for someone to be happy.
Have you made someone happy today?
