Woken up by my alarm at 6.20am today, and then sent a gd morning! sms to my darling. Everything's gonna be different now. It ain't the same road I've been walking for the past.... the past.... 11 months or so. Crossing my fingers and trying to find the safest route that isn't mined... Across scorching deserts, sometimes no food, no water... It's tough, but I will survive.
It's tough because help doesn't come that often. Any injuries I have, I gotta treat em as fast as possible myself... I really hope help would come more often. And there are obstacles along the way, the same obstacles I've been facing since I stepped into this place, I wished it never existed. It makes my path more perilous.
Earn it. Work for what I want. It takes top priority now, because I have less than one month to go before everything has no protection at all anymore. I have to find a way to build it up again, so that it remains without any expiry date, so that we may be better.... It's ours. We. Not I. It is WE.
I wanna celebrate his birthday with him again. And this time, it would be bigger, better, and happier. I will start planning it after 11 May. Because I want to, and also that I promised him that his birthdays would never be lonely ever again. And so, start saving money here and there in case i need funds, but of course, mum would be willing to chip in, seeing how she adores him, asking me every weekend if he's coming for visit or not.
And great he missed the 2nd sunday visit. Never mind, it's alright.....
My dad didn't manage to give the S.G. the happy finger. Coz the kaypoh guy was doing his shitty patrols again and he wasn't at his seat. Anyway, our family's so excited about the Airwave we're gonna get soon. Everytime when we're on the roads, we keep a lookout for them and when we spot one we'll be like, "SEE! AIRWAVE!" And then we all go on about how huge it looks and how classy it is, and the colors, which one better and all... Lol. I somehow feel bad for our trusty Nissan Sunny. Sunny's been with us for 7 years now and here we are, oogling at a new Honda Airwave while we're still sitting in it.... Aww... Sunny, thanks for your excellant service to the Ng family..... I hope we treated you well enough, but guess it is time for us to part.... Sighs. I hope that never happens between humans in real life. That is damn cruel and heartless.
I miss my piano already! Polished it and awww =( I have to go back to hostel and I can't see it for a week! My shiny piano!!!
Going for dinner later with dearies. My treat! I hope it'll make him feel happy, or at least cheer up a little.
It's tough because help doesn't come that often. Any injuries I have, I gotta treat em as fast as possible myself... I really hope help would come more often. And there are obstacles along the way, the same obstacles I've been facing since I stepped into this place, I wished it never existed. It makes my path more perilous.
Earn it. Work for what I want. It takes top priority now, because I have less than one month to go before everything has no protection at all anymore. I have to find a way to build it up again, so that it remains without any expiry date, so that we may be better.... It's ours. We. Not I. It is WE.
I wanna celebrate his birthday with him again. And this time, it would be bigger, better, and happier. I will start planning it after 11 May. Because I want to, and also that I promised him that his birthdays would never be lonely ever again. And so, start saving money here and there in case i need funds, but of course, mum would be willing to chip in, seeing how she adores him, asking me every weekend if he's coming for visit or not.
And great he missed the 2nd sunday visit. Never mind, it's alright.....
My dad didn't manage to give the S.G. the happy finger. Coz the kaypoh guy was doing his shitty patrols again and he wasn't at his seat. Anyway, our family's so excited about the Airwave we're gonna get soon. Everytime when we're on the roads, we keep a lookout for them and when we spot one we'll be like, "SEE! AIRWAVE!" And then we all go on about how huge it looks and how classy it is, and the colors, which one better and all... Lol. I somehow feel bad for our trusty Nissan Sunny. Sunny's been with us for 7 years now and here we are, oogling at a new Honda Airwave while we're still sitting in it.... Aww... Sunny, thanks for your excellant service to the Ng family..... I hope we treated you well enough, but guess it is time for us to part.... Sighs. I hope that never happens between humans in real life. That is damn cruel and heartless.
I miss my piano already! Polished it and awww =( I have to go back to hostel and I can't see it for a week! My shiny piano!!!
Going for dinner later with dearies. My treat! I hope it'll make him feel happy, or at least cheer up a little.
