I wonder if there's a limit to what I can tolerate.... Because no matter what happens to me, I can't bring myself to take it to the extreme. In fact, there is nothing extreme about me.

Let's say, when someone makes me angry. Some people, when another person makes them angry, they will dislike the person. Maybe never talk to that person anymore... But for me, I can't do that.

Or when someone annoys me, and I want to avoid that person... In the end, I'll still talk to the person, wave and say hi, laugh with that person, and share with that person. It's just so strange.

Then, some people actually abuse this weird quality I have. Well, they think I can tolerate a lot of stuff, so they don't really bother about what they say or do to me. Perhaps to them, it doesn't matter if I'm upset about their actions or not.

I really don't know how to say this.

Because I really am upset right now, because of this sms JunYup sent to me. Perhaps he does not know how I feel now. Or even if he does, he wouldn't care anyway. Sigh... I'm depressed... Hurt by his words.

"Had enough of you for one day."

So now, I'm just a toy? Chucked in a corner when you don't need me...
You treat me the way others like to treat me, and yet you say you love me.
If this is the way you show me how much you love me,
I would fear the phrase 'true love'.