He hasn't really been treating me well.

Damn, among my friends, I think that he has the least amount of pride in me.

When everybody likes me and encourage me by telling me how I've been good,
he on the other hand harps continuously on all of my bad points.
It's as if I have no good points to him.

Talk about making me feel happy. I think I'll feel horribly hurt if I were to listen to my own boyfriend telling me how much i suck or how lousy i am all the time.

Funny thing is that he never used to be like that. He used to tell me how cute I am, how beautiful I am, how nice I am. Not now.

There're so many good things i have done for him or to him.
But they seem to be missing now.
Whatever I have done to make him smile, they seem to be lost. Data error?

But i thank someone, whom i shan't name, for making me smile in the morning today. That person said that I did in good job in whatever I was doing. He thanked me for a simple act that I did to put a smile on his face. Thank you...

I also thank another person for letting me feel a rare warmth. Thank you.

Sunflower-chan is doing well anyway. It smiled at me in the morning. So bright and sunny though the sky was raining.

Tomorrow, the dreaded day.

I dun want tomorrow to come... sigh.