Today was a very cold day. The skies drizzled, then rained, then drizzled. Then the clouds hung over the skies, doing nothing, slacking. And the wind blew.
Well, didn't bring my jacket down. So was freezing.
English was sorta interesting today, coz our group had to do a mini presentation about sacrificing freedom for harmony and stability. Of course, the question itself is a false dilemma, and we handled it fine, I guess.
So anyway, at this point, Jun Yup smsed to say that he overslept. And he's not coming to school. Yes, the trusty Jun Yup overslept. Because he forgot to switch his alarm on last night. Oh comon!
So me in school, alone. Cold, shivering, alone. But talking over msn helped a little, except for the later parts. When I felt unappreciated. -_- But never mind. Case closed.
Bio lesson was fun because there was practical today. We measured out heart rates and blood pressure. Shocked to find out that I have low blood pressure. But well, it sort of explains why I'm out of breath and panting everytime I do something simple. When I measured, it was 90/60, but then Theo measured 80/60.... I got scared that I requested Ms Fong to help me measure. She got 85/60. Damn.... Considered low.
PE was slack. We sat there and did nothing while others ran 2.4km, or so whatever they're lacking. Mel was training for track. i was just sitting there, ocassionally walking around.
Sigh. Dinner was fine, just got no feeling in it. There was apple, but i didn't take it coz nobody could help me bite it first... Haiz...
Sad.... Empty.
I feel quite bad that I unintentionally hurt Jun Yup earlier on.
And I'm sorry, sweets.
It's like this insecure feeling again... I dun even know if you're still pissed with me because seriously, I don't want you to be pissed with me....
Haiz..........
I'm sorry...