Today was horrible as well, though not as bad as yesterday. Basically was a super stressful day.
Anyway, Mr Kevin gave me "The Confessions of Saint Augustine" for my birthday. It's a Catholic text, and it's sorta nice of him. He bound the book himself, cool right? Haha~
So anyway it's sort of tough to read, I've only deciphered the first paragraph. Didn't really have time yesterday to do it coz of the tests and all. Tiredness.
I'm slowly trying to understand it, because the words are like, quite old English/Latin, and there's no point going on if I dun understand stuff. So I have to understand before going on.
Okay, back to topic. Theo and Rad spent the entire Calculus lesson debating/arguing about the definition of 'average' in the mathematical sense. After the lesson ended, they are still at it, and Caleb and I joined in since we were waiting for them to go for IR, lol. It was speaking from both general and poisson distribution perspectives, and it's sort of interesting but confusing at the same time.
Gonna get the Adobe Student pack thing tomorrow, using the angpow money i got from my relatives for my birthday. Still waiting for 'Acheron', Borders lied.... They keep saying that the book will arrive in 2 to 3 weeks time, but I've been calling and asking every week, and after 4 freaking weeks, they're still telling me it's arriving in 2 to 3 weeks time. What the hell......
The ebook can't be found either. Besides, I'm waiting to get it. The ebook sorta spoils the whole mood of it.
Sien, it's like once again nobody to talk to. Everybody's like TOO busy for me... *stares* Okay, maybe not everybody, but most of the people who I expected to share some care....
Anyway, last night was a miracle. You don't know how warm it felt to have someone who is willing to spend a little time talking with you. About anything, just keep talking. And there was no wrong or right. It was a really calming moment for me.
Sighs. Sorta sad. *curls up in a corner somewhere* Feel so weird in me.
So weak, so fragile.
And a really bad longing for something.