Motherboard spoilt, costs $100+ to fix. Can't afford. If you feel sorry for me and want to help me with the fixing of it, please do.... Or not. Never mind. I dun think i can ever get that much donations.

Super sad coz of it. And all mum knows how to do it to constantly nag at me about spoiling it. She says that she isn't blaming me for PSP spoiling, but whatever she says after just implies that I am the one who spoilt it. I swear I didn't. I didn't drop it or hit it against anything.

I dun like my PSP anymore. Though I will still use it. But I won't take great care of it anymore. If it is already spoilt then why take great care of it? If it gets dusty or anything I'm not going to care anymore.

Sometimes I really wonder if I even have the right to feel sad at all. Because when I do, it's as if nobody cares. And the more sad I am, the more people ignore me. And nobody really cares how I feel, especially when I'm sad.

When I see none of my friends bothering..... I turn to my parents as a last resort. But they dun really care, actually. When I tell them about my troubles, they either not care, or they scold me for it. In other words, they just make me feel more upset.

I am so disappointed that my parents can't even do a simple thing, like comforting me. I bet, if someday I got kidnapped... and in the end they found me, the first thing they will do is to scold me and ask me why did I even go out that day, even if they did say i can go out.

I am sad over my PSP, the least mum could do was to NOT continuously, for the 3rd day, say that I spoilt it and it's all my fault and it's all coz of me that now it is like that, and that I wasted money because I spoilt it. It's as if i wanted to spoil it on purpose.

Perhaps I wasn't allowed to be sad. Which is a sad thing, because..... I need someone who wants to care for me.