Ridiculous.
This is ridiculous. I think I'm becoming more and more impatient as the moments pass, and less tolerable of things that happen. It's been so tough and tiring to keep up with certain stuff, that now, I catch a glimpse of it and I think to myself, "No no no..... Not again........" Then with a sigh, I just don't give a damn about it and let it pass, then move on to more bearable things.
Sometimes I wonder to myself why can't all these just stop. Be like the world around it and not be odd or something. Just sit on a piece of log and flow as the river flows. Why try to flow against the freaking river, then blame others for why you are feeling so drained all the time.
It costing so much more to go against stuff that aren't meant to be.... And like, it's pulling you down and all then why torture yourself for these kind of things?
Sometimes I just cease to try to understand. Afterall, I don't think it'll involve me in anyway, and when I ask I just end up being the lousiest person on Earth. And that's coz people get angry and I get upset. Really upset. And the thing is that nobody will understand why I am upset.
And it's also quite tough, to be having someone reluctantly doing what you somewhat wish..... It totally ruins the whole feeling of it. Take for example, staying back. Of course I do wish that there would be someone beside me, there for me. But it would totally suck if the person says that he or she is staying back just coz I requested them to and in actual fact they didn't want to. It's just so...... weird. And it feels wrong. It's like nobody is willing to spend any time with me.
And you know, there's nobody to complain to at all.... Other people are too worried about their own problems... There's not much time for me to complain to them or anything. And my complaints are not like when I complain means you gotta do something about it. I just needed someone to listen to me complain, you know.... Like just expressing my unhappiness.
So sometimes i turn to mum, but it always never really works because when I complain, she usually says stuff like I'm being stupid if I want stuff to be done right away, or corrected right away... Or that I'm just pissing her off. I just needed to share my views with her and not like anybody should do anything about my complaints, unless there are more and more people complaining.
I also recently realised how we are all gonna be screwed eventually. All of us. These few days, every single thing is more expensive. Dung that has been worth nothing some time ago, is now worth 1 cent. It is so freaking ridiculous why stuff in Singapore more continue to become more and more ridiculously expensive. Plus, it isn't like people's pays are getting higher by the second. Then the government helps those that are poor, which is a sweet thing to do, but if they haven't inflated everything in the first place at least maybe they can still barely get along with how little they have. And now they can't. Those people who have a little more to spare now have none to spare.
Can't they just leave the prices alone?! We didn't ask me build all those tourist attractions over here. I honestly dun see the point of having the Singapore Flyer thing. It's just a freaking huge ferris wheel, and i think when you get up there, you just see buildings, buildings and more buildings. These kind of things cost alot to build and maintain, and I dun think it attracts more people here. Maybe it does, but it doesn't make that much of a difference, like whoever comes to Singapore just to take a ride on the ferris wheel?
Newspapers are now 80-cents instead of the usual 70-cents. And it used to be 60-cents. Wth?! It's an extra 70-cents the press gets to make a week per person! That's like selling 8 copies a week. Ridiculous la... And the transport fares for adults keep going up. And what? They're still encouraging people to take public transport. A short trip on the bus already costs so much for a normal adult. People would rather drive their own cars la. For that little bit of extra money, your get your own space, your own time target, added comfort, no body odour, who dun want?!
Really la.... Stop inflating everything la.
And oh yes, about increasing the population over here. I duno if it was noted that alot of people are staying in high rise houses now?! How are you gonna squash more people into such a small place?! Have underground houses? What? Sheesh.
And i just totally hate how everything is so expensive nowadays. Pfft.
Whatever, so pissed. Wished that there was someone who would willingly sit by me and enjoy my company. Not like some people who reluctantly stay and say, "I only like you around when you're not annoying." The hell.
Sometimes I wonder to myself why can't all these just stop. Be like the world around it and not be odd or something. Just sit on a piece of log and flow as the river flows. Why try to flow against the freaking river, then blame others for why you are feeling so drained all the time.
It costing so much more to go against stuff that aren't meant to be.... And like, it's pulling you down and all then why torture yourself for these kind of things?
Sometimes I just cease to try to understand. Afterall, I don't think it'll involve me in anyway, and when I ask I just end up being the lousiest person on Earth. And that's coz people get angry and I get upset. Really upset. And the thing is that nobody will understand why I am upset.
And it's also quite tough, to be having someone reluctantly doing what you somewhat wish..... It totally ruins the whole feeling of it. Take for example, staying back. Of course I do wish that there would be someone beside me, there for me. But it would totally suck if the person says that he or she is staying back just coz I requested them to and in actual fact they didn't want to. It's just so...... weird. And it feels wrong. It's like nobody is willing to spend any time with me.
And you know, there's nobody to complain to at all.... Other people are too worried about their own problems... There's not much time for me to complain to them or anything. And my complaints are not like when I complain means you gotta do something about it. I just needed someone to listen to me complain, you know.... Like just expressing my unhappiness.
So sometimes i turn to mum, but it always never really works because when I complain, she usually says stuff like I'm being stupid if I want stuff to be done right away, or corrected right away... Or that I'm just pissing her off. I just needed to share my views with her and not like anybody should do anything about my complaints, unless there are more and more people complaining.
I also recently realised how we are all gonna be screwed eventually. All of us. These few days, every single thing is more expensive. Dung that has been worth nothing some time ago, is now worth 1 cent. It is so freaking ridiculous why stuff in Singapore more continue to become more and more ridiculously expensive. Plus, it isn't like people's pays are getting higher by the second. Then the government helps those that are poor, which is a sweet thing to do, but if they haven't inflated everything in the first place at least maybe they can still barely get along with how little they have. And now they can't. Those people who have a little more to spare now have none to spare.
Can't they just leave the prices alone?! We didn't ask me build all those tourist attractions over here. I honestly dun see the point of having the Singapore Flyer thing. It's just a freaking huge ferris wheel, and i think when you get up there, you just see buildings, buildings and more buildings. These kind of things cost alot to build and maintain, and I dun think it attracts more people here. Maybe it does, but it doesn't make that much of a difference, like whoever comes to Singapore just to take a ride on the ferris wheel?
Newspapers are now 80-cents instead of the usual 70-cents. And it used to be 60-cents. Wth?! It's an extra 70-cents the press gets to make a week per person! That's like selling 8 copies a week. Ridiculous la... And the transport fares for adults keep going up. And what? They're still encouraging people to take public transport. A short trip on the bus already costs so much for a normal adult. People would rather drive their own cars la. For that little bit of extra money, your get your own space, your own time target, added comfort, no body odour, who dun want?!
Really la.... Stop inflating everything la.
And oh yes, about increasing the population over here. I duno if it was noted that alot of people are staying in high rise houses now?! How are you gonna squash more people into such a small place?! Have underground houses? What? Sheesh.
And i just totally hate how everything is so expensive nowadays. Pfft.
Whatever, so pissed. Wished that there was someone who would willingly sit by me and enjoy my company. Not like some people who reluctantly stay and say, "I only like you around when you're not annoying." The hell.
