I doubt anybody is reading this blog anymore. But I hope that there's somebody like me out there, who still waits for a new post on an apprently dead blog. Somehow it is interesting to take a sneak peek into someone's life through their perspective.

Anyway, things have been going sort of fine. Happy things are that our asparagus callus finally grew. Thanks Mr Yap Jiawei, and my bestest group members Angela and Theodore. I also got a new laptop, and a new phone, courtesy of Dad. Thanks Dad, and thanks Mom for being supportive! Furthermore, the plans for December are coming along very well, much thanks to Theodore! And today I watched the Youtube Live broadcast. Really really awesome.

Of course there were bad things too, but I tend to just not bring them up very often. What has happened has happened, and I choose to trust what I do. I may be mean to someone, but then... Has that someone been mean to me? How long am I going to continue blaming myself? Sigh. Yes, I've finally met the peak of my tolerance. でも... 疲れたですよ。

These few days... Can't sleep well. Have to lie down for a long while before I subconsiously fall asleep. Because the same thoughts kept running through my mind.

Maybe I'm trying to be someone I'm not. I don't know. I need to have more confidence in myself. My good friend hasn't been well either. Always need so much care, and everytime I give some advice... Cannot follow because circumstances dun allow. That poor お兄さん。大丈夫ですか？頑張るよ！

頑張ろ。