I feel so weird now. It's a type of a feeling where something you love very much gets tainted, or ruined, or something to that extent.
It is true that my DS is overused. Like, other people play it even more than I ever had. Not in total, but individually? I feel like it isn't mine, or like it doesn't belong to me, not really. Like how memory foams let you leave a mark on it? My DS has a mark on it now, but not mine. The prints of the hands of its other users.
Crudely speaking, my DS is freaking like a prostitute or something.
Okay, maybe not to that extent, but I'm quite angry with regards to that.
Maybe I shouldn't bring it to school anymore.
Then people won't use it more than I do.
Now, even my pokemon game is being raided!!!!
And I never ever shared my pokemon game with anyone. Everything in that game is achieve by me, without help. Something I can be proud of. I can remember when I catch any pokemon. And now like, so many of my pokemon are trained by other people.
What the hell. I'm damn angry with it. I can't even say NO to people harassing my pokemon game. First my DS, now my pokemon game. Stop robbing these kind of sentimental stuff away from me.
I'm really angry about that. And yet I can't show it.
I just want my DS back. And a game to call my own. Something that is 100% the effort of Cassie's. Now, no more. Everything is touched, tainted, not mine.
I just want it back. Right now.