Nowadays there's this distance. Which explains the drawing that I did, with words 'Because we're so close, yet so far...' It's kind of a sad thing, because V'day is coming very soon.

And then Vday's on Saturday. For all happy smiling loving couples out there, it's good for them. But for people like me, or like people who have no bf... It sort of sucks coz there isn't any friends around to celebrate with. And people like me who do like someone, well, weekends always suck, isn't it? Or is it only me?

Now I just feel like just going up to the person and say it right into his face, that I don't care about responses or replies, I don't expect anything, and I just wanted him to know that I like him.

screw it, I dun even expect anyone to love me.
I just wanted that person to know.

Wanting to reciprocate it is another matter and seriously, I don't care.

The only thing I'm worried for is the past friendship between we both.
Do I risk it?

So yes, I'm waiting for the day when you will just come tell me that you don't like me. Either that, or you like me too. Honestly, I don't know right now.

And seriously, you must be the slowest person (relatively) now not to already realise it since people around you already know.

So well, today I'm still sick. Still gotta do 2.4km run with horrible results.

Got toasted under the sun.

And I'm able to play 'The Show' on the piano now, though I just need to be more familiar with the song then can play by ear. See, Theodore Lee? Told you I could do it.

Stupid. Me. I'm so frustrated with myself.
Frustrated with the complexity of things around me.
Frustrated that I can't speak my mind.

Okay!?
I just wanna tell you that I like you. Yes, I really do.
When will you ever realise?
When will you stop doing this to me?