Watching House over again.
Realised that I really admire Allison Cameron. The character, not the actress. She's such a strong woman. Like when she tries to reach out to others and her other colleagues laugh at her for it... She still keeps going and she believes in herself. She's very aware of her own feelings and beliefs. And like, although people don't really acknowledge her for any brave act she does, she never stops doing them. No fear of being mocked at.
Wow.
Just sent a really long email. Guess I can't hold it in anymore. I dun think I still have those kind of strength to hold things in now. Maybe next time I will.
Wanna debunk fate.
At least now I have a hand to hold on to. Figuratively speaking.
I'll go wherever he goes.
But right now, gotta focus on planning the Tioman trip before things start becoming stressful. Clear before exams and APs. Need to do it quick.
Sigh. I keep telling myself I'll be fine alone. But apparently not. To a certain degree... Yea, I'm surviving but still. Missing that something that will make me a happy person. Lol.
I'll just see where that ends up.