For the good of all bearkind, I hope someone doesn't even see this, or even know about this place. Land of the dragons, perhaps, this place is.

Went to Aaron's house today and had some fun playing with Dalton and watching Theodore play patapon2. Patapon2 is actually cooler since u get fever much easier. And also, more classes, minigames, and miracles. Your patapons also have colorful appearances.

Today was quite calm, actually. Went down to Thomson Plaza to help Theo find KFC and watch him eat while he gets me to play patapon2 as well... What was good is that we managed not to stop talking, therefore reducing weird silences.

But I probably have given up hope on anything huge. All I want now is to get into a course of my choice in University. And if there is leftover hope, please just let me chance upon this one friend that will care for me more than just a close friend.

If not then I guess I'll have to wait. It doesn't mean I'm not waiting now... I still am, but I don't wake up everyday hoping that this is the day it will happen. Not anymore, I wake up everyday to know that it is another day counted towards the time we've known each other.

Also, one of my greatest wishes this year that involves other people as well... is to get a proper prom date. In other words, a guy prom date, not a girl.

Oh wells.

Stayed up so late today. Going to sleep soon.

So going to dream of a special someone. Or at least I'm hoping that it'll happen. If not then never mind, I'm not exactly desperately hoping or dreaming of a special someone. Just want a nice dream.

So unfair how people can simply get stuff that I never ever gotten. Even after working my ass off for 17 months. I got nothing, and other person gets it without even doing anything.

Damn. Damn unfair.