Perhaps I would have preferred it to be a mistake. A mistake that I made 3 years ago that led to today... eventually.
If I had just made a firmer choice... I won't be here, thinking about so much stuff now.
Would have avoided it.
But it also poses a question, whether I'd have preferred the easier, lonelier path... or the tough, not-so-lonely path. Hmm...
If the latter weighs me down that much, like now, then perhaps I'd have preferred the former.
But would I be able to survive the loneliness then? Maybe. I'm already surviving now, and... there'd be less weight.
Lil gal, dun make the same mistakes your seniors did. We've been through this, so please believe us on that.Though I know you'll never see this. But putting this here is just an excuse for me, I'm sorry.I apologised today. And I'm glad I did. Thanks so much, junior. Thanks so much.
One day I will fly out of the event horizon... No longer will I be affected by the gravity... Of it all.