Getting really numb to all that. Partly because now we sort of have a battle plan. There's also much backup and I feel a lot more confident.
Regret. Much. But I hope people will still give me a chance and forgive me. I may not be the perfect person, or pristine person anymore... but I will still be able to love.
Astro was way better than gamelan. Gamelan was mostly trying to reach everything without hurting myself. Also, concentrating without hurting myself. Survived that part eventually. I felt better halfway through because Ty walked past. He waved at me. =) I was happy that I was noticed. That really helped in calming me down.
After gamelan, the first thing I did was to go look for Theo. Another reason to look for Theo was also to ask Ms Lee about Tioman. But didn't manage to because they were taking way too long. Put my bag down before following the group to NUS to eat.
Was happy.
Then back again for astro. Did mostly cleaning of the scope lenses. Sorta difficult but I did it relatively well I guess. Either Theo was lying or I did it well enough. Haha.
Still haven't had any replies for my emails yet.
Oh wells. Today was generally a good day. I just wished I had more days like that.