Those eyes.
I've been thinking of what to type for quite some time... Hmm...
Okay, let's start with something less emotional. And something cliche, called Pokemon.
Over the past few days, I caught 3 legendary pokemon. The first was Dialga, and it was a funny and fortunate incident. Was engaged in a double battle, after which my buddy healed my party. Then i thought could save game, but actually cannot! So I had no choice but to proceed with the battle with the Cyrus boss. Lucky lucky, I defeated him. With like, 4 pokemon down. And 2 left. And i stupidly, forgot to save game AGAIN. I took a step forward, and the animation played bringing me straight into battle with legendary Dialga.
I was like, "SHIT!!!!!" So i tried my luck with a quick ball. ONE only. And I freaking caught it! OMG!
Today, I caught Azelf and Uxie. I like Azelf better coz Uxie is like, so freaking ugly. But strong anyways so it's still useful.
And that's about it.
Today was a good day, I suppose. Did a bit of IR, and Theo and I caught up with Mr. Yap. It was a fun session.
Overall a slack day, because English was only about watching a video. Math was quite alright coz Ms Lee was being very patient.
Then it was IR, where we spent quite some time. That sort of time is... priceless. Like, seriously... i wished I had more of such time.
Today I went to visit a relic. Still felt the same. To a certain extent it had been my best friend since... a couple years ago. When I felt there was nobody there for me, I'd put it near me and it feels slightly better. I refuse to let go of it.
Afterall, it's the only thing that currently links two people.
I stood on the roof, confident nobody would find me.
I was happy, yet sad.
And it was time for me to embrace this sadness.
Once again.
Chose a corner and sat down, I started thinking.
Closed my eyes.
And let the memories flood my mind once more.
Those painful memories.
I chose the relatively recent ones.
Then being aware of current situations,
I felt the impact of that hurt.
That bone crushing pain.
How I wished whatever ended could last.
But it can't. Not ever. I think.
Because I would never mean anything.
In the end, I'm nothing more than a mere mortal.
A pawn sacrificed, for nobody.
Discussions today brought about a lot of questions in me. A simple talk about birthdays...
Made me think. Hmm...
Okay, let's start with something less emotional. And something cliche, called Pokemon.
Over the past few days, I caught 3 legendary pokemon. The first was Dialga, and it was a funny and fortunate incident. Was engaged in a double battle, after which my buddy healed my party. Then i thought could save game, but actually cannot! So I had no choice but to proceed with the battle with the Cyrus boss. Lucky lucky, I defeated him. With like, 4 pokemon down. And 2 left. And i stupidly, forgot to save game AGAIN. I took a step forward, and the animation played bringing me straight into battle with legendary Dialga.
I was like, "SHIT!!!!!" So i tried my luck with a quick ball. ONE only. And I freaking caught it! OMG!
Today, I caught Azelf and Uxie. I like Azelf better coz Uxie is like, so freaking ugly. But strong anyways so it's still useful.
And that's about it.
Today was a good day, I suppose. Did a bit of IR, and Theo and I caught up with Mr. Yap. It was a fun session.
Overall a slack day, because English was only about watching a video. Math was quite alright coz Ms Lee was being very patient.
Then it was IR, where we spent quite some time. That sort of time is... priceless. Like, seriously... i wished I had more of such time.
Today I went to visit a relic. Still felt the same. To a certain extent it had been my best friend since... a couple years ago. When I felt there was nobody there for me, I'd put it near me and it feels slightly better. I refuse to let go of it.
Afterall, it's the only thing that currently links two people.
I stood on the roof, confident nobody would find me.
I was happy, yet sad.
And it was time for me to embrace this sadness.
Once again.
Chose a corner and sat down, I started thinking.
Closed my eyes.
And let the memories flood my mind once more.
Those painful memories.
I chose the relatively recent ones.
Then being aware of current situations,
I felt the impact of that hurt.
That bone crushing pain.
How I wished whatever ended could last.
But it can't. Not ever. I think.
Because I would never mean anything.
In the end, I'm nothing more than a mere mortal.
A pawn sacrificed, for nobody.
Discussions today brought about a lot of questions in me. A simple talk about birthdays...
Made me think. Hmm...
