I'm unexpectedly tired today.

Also have much thoughts running through my mind. Asking myself, really, do I really like him? Conclusion is yes, I do like him. Wondered a little about what I call a 'pseudorelationship', which is when both parties decide to have a relationship for let's say... A month, and it ends after a month. I never really seen these sort of stuff but it does happen. Won't do that coz I know what I want and that's my goal.

Hmm... but it doesn't matter too much if I don't get to that goal. It depends on other stuff as well. As long as we're happy.

And no, I'm not in a pseudorelationship.

Also, about what Daniel said, I've considered and decided for now, not to heed his advice. Perhaps I need it in the future. Thanks Daniel, though. His advice was similar to Angela's advice, to go and explore other areas as well and not to concentrate only on one spot. Well, I'd like to stay on for a longer time and see where it is headed. For now, I'm satisfied with my position.

I don't need to be in a relationship to be happy. Yes, I will have to take care of myself and mean literally nothing to anyone. But still... If you don't want to get hurt again, take care of yourself. You can trust yourself. Just waiting for someone to smile at me, I guess. Even then, I'll be able to take care of myself. Like I am now doing. No, I won't be a burden anymore.

Sorry Jun Yup if I have been a burden for you.

Life is always full of ups and downs, you lose people, you gain people....