I envy all the lucky people who never had to go for the open house. Then again, it was a great experience, especially since it is going to be the last time I will be doing this for the school. I am very tired after the whole day of events. Had to run from gamelan to internationalisation, and vice versa. Fatso had some problems with me again, it's so annoying.

I admit I was being mean today, but I shouldn't be feeling bad. After all, he still hasn't apologised for hitting me. Why do I even bother with returning something left behind... I have my reasons for being like that, although he probably likes it and I like it more. But I just think it's rude to not apologise.

For your information, the bruise on my shin is still present, and it still hurts.

It was really hot weather today, but the hall was freezing cold. The concourse was like an oven even though ventilation is never a problem. I had a record number of phone calls today, like about 17 or so? And a record number of sms-es in a day ever since the year started, about 5 or 6? But that was all because the gamelan people were desperate to find me, and Eugenia was bored, and Mum was missing me. Sms-es were all about gamelan, boring.

I think I did a rather good job today. Stowed my phone away so that I was uncontactable unless they find me. After all, if nobody really bothers to call or sms that often, there's also no need for me to constantly check my phone. I'm probably weaned off it.

The other type of good job was during the open house itself, except for one of the gamelan songs. Talked much with the parents, since they kept asking around to look for year 6 students. I usually get caught along my way to and fro the hall and concourse. Of course, most parents were really nice and ask relevant questions, but I'm sure there are a few that ask questions that will stun us la. There was this kid who asked her Dad why it was so boring. -_-

Wasn't performing optimally today though. Mentally stressed, and physically tired. Emotionally tensed. I feel like a dozen people right now, and not myself. I can't seem to pull myself together. I think it's because of the lack of a constant source of care and concern. Well, I guess that's what I am looking forward to in my life. The sooner I get a nice and caring (I emphasize this due to horrible past experiences) person, the better.

Then, I can be myself again.

Sigh.

Went home with the bio lab techs for a little while. It was awkward for a little while as I haven't been around them for some time. But it turned out to be alright.

Went home really tired. And I am now still very tired.

I miss The Horribly EmO. So sad he didn't go school yesterday, and has no duty today. Sigh.

It's taking so long.

And that reminds me. Nobody says good night to me. =(

Sad.