I have been lazy on my blog for the past few days. Calculus AB was fine, I guess, but I don't think I was at my best performance. Sigh.

One piece of good news is that I convinced mum to let me get RockBand. Yea, I actually wanted Guitar hero, but there was a promotion for RockBand. Also, I wasn't expecting to get it so soon. Maybe like, after exams? But I got moody for awhile because I was so bored of having nothing multiplayable on my Xbox360, and then there was going to be people coming to my house. Then, my mum gave up and told me to go get it the next day if I wanted to.

I paid for it using my own money. Which means I need to continue saving more to fill the gap.

Eventually, my mum also found the game interesting and is currently determined to play the drums right, haha.

Keeping to my promises, I only played 1 hour today, and studied the rest. Then mum came home and I taught her how to play the drums.

Anyway, I'd like to thank those that turned up for the Rockband launch on Thursday. Theodore, Conrad, Angela, Melanie, Shawn, and Kenneth. You people were the best rockers that day!

Well, Thursday was a really happy day for me. It has just proved to me that I have friends who are willing to spend time to have fun with me, or my Xbox, but still I'm there. Lol. Seeing them having fun and smiling amidst this mid-exam period really makes me smile as well.

So, to the sucker that keeps trying to hellify my life, you're failing.

And I plan to make you fail in that aspect because as quoted from a game, "My life is a clean slate, and I AM THE CHALK!"

Also, I'm sort of at a weird fork right now. Everytime something happens that wants me to give up, waiting a little while more always gives me another reason not to. I wonder how long I can keep up... But I've been through worse, I've made it through, and I'm back to where I belong. With the people around me who loves me even more than what someone ever would.

I'm happy.

I could be happier, yes. But still, I'm sufficiently happy.

When I had the greatest fall in my life, the one that hurt the most, I grew the strongest pairs of wings that will take me wherever I want to go. Wings that will take me away from the pain I've gone through. Far away from my tormentor, never to be seen again.

And now I can see my friends again. I can protect, and I can love.

I'm a little scared right now, though. For my roommate and best friend. Because she is now in close proximity and contact with... with Her. And perhaps, I'm really quite worried of what will happen. What will happen to her?

Sigh.