OK forget that, I'm breaking down for a little while.
Yes, because I now know what I really want. Read my past blog post, I guess was just trying to find something to take my mind off certain matters? I however returned with being reminded how badly I wanted stuff. How much I desired certain stuff.
I guess after what happened, I have been continuously telling myself that I will never get it. So much so that I have buried it so deep within myself, I tend to forget what really makes me happy. And what it is that I desire.
Reading those posts just made me realize that: Hey Cassie, you know you want something, and you've got to work for it. You know you desire something, and only that would truly make you happy.
Can I, really?
Will I ever get what I want?
Love?
I pray that I do.
I just want to be able to rest after so long.