So the chem person has replied me again, on top of the chem teacher, to tell me that he will not allow a separate time slot to be arranged for me. And I were to talk to him if I needed further clarification.

I felt an urge to email him back voicing out all my shit concerns but decided against it because then I would sound like a jerk and a rebel.

He said: I think the options of internship vs special elective were made clear early on. You have to prioritize and make a choice.

But I would also like the mention here that those with only ONE elective can take up internship as well. It was also mentioned to us.

So I shall type my rebellious response here because then it will most probably not be read by some authority who will smack the mjolnir on my head.

Dear so-and-so,

I understand that it would somehow be unfair to the teacher to be providing an extra hour or so to cover what I have missed in the 2-hour lesson on Tuesdays. However, there are also a few things I would like to point out.

Firstly, you mentioned that I have to make a choice between electives and internship. This however, takes a different stand in the case of the student only taking up one elective. The option of internship on top of our only elective was offered to us people.

In my case, as you know, I only have the Chemistry special elective. Spending 3 hours in school on three days is such a waste of time that I felt so compelled to pursue my interest in Biology, which is my true interest, passion, and life. However, due to my below 3 CAP for Chemistry, it is advisable for me to take up the special elective.

Do you ever feel bad that just because of a mere 2 hours right smack in the middle of the day and of my internship time, I can't do anything else for the rest of my three days except to mug and sleep? Do you feel bad that I can't do something that would benefit me in the future just because of a mere 2 hours? Do you feel bad that just because of a mere 2 hours, everything is screwed up?

Just because of the stupid awkwardly placed 2 hours, everything is impossible now.

So why can't you just put the 3 hours of chemistry together and make life easier for all of us? Okay, maybe because of teacher's schedule. Well, at least for once consider those that are taking only one elective! Not only for chemistry, but for other subjects as well.

Secondly, I know that you are now going to let me arrange a makeup session for lost time. My teacher already emailed me before you did, so there is no need for you to come email me again to remind me of the horrible truth of your decision. You can't just stab someone and hope that they'll live to love you. Maybe it's possible but it doesn't work with me, I'm sorry. You want to kill me, do so clean and swift. Email me again if you change your mind, not remind me of whatever similar decision.

I am now trying extremely hard to get my internship, no matter what. And rest assured that I will credit my added effort to you. And if I don't get it, please in your heart remember that it is all your fault. Yes, your fault just for the 2 hours. See? I told you it's all the two hours. Now even the blame's yours because of it.

Have a nice day, and do not email me again unless you change your mind.

Sincerely,

Me.

P.S: It is all YOUR fault.

P.P.S: Remember that.