Today was quite a wasted day. I didn't manage to do any work at all, so that means I need to finish all my work tomorrow. Darn it.
I woke up late, then went down to have lunch. Did not do much. Then went home and read Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. After which I felt it was sort of tiring for me to read, then I played with my dog. He pooped halfway through his playtime, so we put him back in his playpen instead.
Rested for a little while, then went to the airport to meet Kina and friends from Ritsumeikan High School. It was a jolly fun time.
So we went to Breeks to have dinner, and managed to talk to a few of them. It was good because the atmosphere was not as awkward as the last time with us and the Nanao Students. I think that's an area of improvement.
Near the end of the dinner, we dared Nithin to ask Ms. Bay for her birthday. He accepted the dare, and never gave up even until after dinner. The whole thing was quite hilarious, because Nithin is just so good at coming up with all those smooth talk statements. Lol.
We all went home after that.
And so I am back here typing about my day. I won't type my lengthy post yet.
Oh wells, I sort of wished I was more accomplished than how I am right now, because I feel like I have limited my choices in life too much. Like, I would really want to try many different areas of work in the future, and being specialized in science just makes the other jobs look impossible. I could try.
Ah. There is another thing though. I really am hopelessly stuck to someone. Although that is quite a good choice for me, being in such a state now really sucks. This is the definition of stuck, I tell you. I finally know the true feeling.
I could always force myself to let go. That is what I have been doing, forcing myself, for the past many many months. I eventually gave up right? And now I feel like I'm used to doing things that I absolutely hate. And guess what, it actually makes it more tolerable.
I wished I was not like that.