I got really angry today.
Fine. Anger resulting from jealousy. I think. Or from annoyance.
I am pissed that Ty gave so much more attention to Nella. Pissed that Nella keeps getting to close. Pissed that Ty totally ignored me for two whole lessons.
What's more I was talking to Gel, wanting to get rid of my frustrations, and then Ty had to stroll along, as if nothing ever happened. Of course, Ty was too obsessed with Nella to notice that I was getting upset, and never even asked if I was alright.
Of course, I would reply that I was fine. But still. He didn't even bother to ask.
And why does freaking Nella keep sitting beside Ty?! Alright I am pissed that she took over where I should be.
Freaking Nella.
It's getting to a point where I can really hate her if I want to.
What with the PHOTO.
What with excessive interaction and stealing attention away!
You know I almost wanted to tell her to shuddup when she called out to me?
Ty is at fault too horh.
I am angry today with Ty. More angry with Nella.
I got so angry that I had to raise my voice with him.
Oh my tian, I'm really sorry for that. But doesn't mean it isn't your fault either.
Anyways, had a really nice dinner today. I think, only two people will know about this. Yeps~ Takes my mind off things, catching up, and just talking. Having a friend. =)
That's what rocks.