I am still not happy.
People can be such jerks at times.
What kind of person LOLs before saying sorry?
And seriously, when I say edit ASAP, it means 'as soon as possibe', not 'as slow as possible'.
Now people, you guys had better do most of the presentation because then you can make it fair for me. I am NOT happy doing all these by myself, and then not being able to complete work for James coz of it. And I complete work for James because I'm his intern, and I am NOT your slave or intern.
And what now? You guys aren't thankful or grateful? Not even feeling bad for what you guys did? Oh wait, did what? You guys did nothing. Not talking about you here Daniel. So you guys are not even thankful/grateful, or remorseful because you guys did nothing.
Right.
How I wished Angela was here right now on msn or whatever so that I can talk to her. She'll tell me something like how it is alright for things to be this way, so that I won't be as angry. She'll make me smile again, and forget whatever's happened.
And why does she have to explain you guys out of this?
Anyway I went to watch Bandslam today. I like the movie. The songs, the people, the story. Hardships and how to counter them and all. I found the final part, where people were shouting DWI (pronounced as 'do we' [literally]), and Will just turned it into something really awesome.
Anyway, the movie reminded me that I wasn't going to have Angela with me forever. She can't always always be there to stop me from being excessively pissed, and she can't always turn my eyes towards the bright side.
And it hit me.
Will I be able to do that without her?
Sighs. Apparently now I can't.
Bandslam. The movie that everyone watched without me, so I should watch without them. Not like, you know, I would go to watch with them. That's because when two people are present, I will be absent. It would be painful to be there.
I still don't get it though, why didn't I get asked first.
And it wouldn't have mattered if I didn't receive any confirmation of things happening behind my back. I'm not pissed, I'm just a little disappointed. I was foolishly thinking of a few things that turn out to be false, and that just sucks.
And that trip was partly the cause of the real reason I'm upset now, which is about the stupid report.
No, not really. Just upset in general.
You're worried SICK about the people in Vienna, but you're not in the very least worried about me, the report, or who's the slave doing it for you. And you didn't do any work because you're SICK. What now, huh? You think that makes sense?
What about me? Did you know I'm really sick too? That I'm vomitting blood?
Yea, you heard me. I'm SICK of doing stuff when you don't care, and the report made me vomit blood. You want to start caring now?
Oh probably not, coz pickle ickle Wennnniiie is off in Vienna having fun and come to think about it, has someone to keep him A-OK and happy.
Why freaking worry?
And with regards to this post, WC please do not post any replies on the tagboard. Go ahead and be the realist you want to be. As for me, I embrace the possibility of things changing, and right now I don't need an extreme realist to comment on all these hypothetical statements (to you).