I have been out shopping more often nowadays, in great preparation for my first prom.
Which is a month later.
I don't really know what else to post on this blog because I do understand people get sick of me writing all the unhappy stuff here. But I guess that hurt does leave a bigger impression on people than do happy stuff.
Like even in the working world, one mistake is sufficient for people to ignore all your other good points.
But for this past year, now I can safely say one year... I haven't really been happy.
All I wanted for, didn't come. All I wished for never came true. All I worked for did not pay off.
And I end up losing more than I gain.
Do you think when people say 'good luck' to you, it actually works?
I think it does, because not many people say good luck to me, and my luck is, I bet, worse than anyone else's.
I'm beginning to feel like I place too much trust in people.
Hell, I just want to...
Sigh.
Gimme a break, would you, and stop tormenting me this waY?