She never does read my blog, thank goodness for that.

Today I played a lot of Tales of Vesperia. Finally completed the waitress game, insane game of taking orders and then getting all of them right for the customers. I had to use two pieces of paper for that! But my characters got really cool costumes after that so it was quite worth it, and a good time burner.

Well, I guess it's time to wait again, since the event has been set into motion. I don't know how it is going to end up, but please pray that for once it will go my way, pretty please... T.T

Someone promised to talk to me today, but again, failed.

I sort of hate how this happens. First I'm looking forward to the company, and then I keep waiting for this bu shou xin yong person who never turns up. -_-

I wonder why this always happens, as if I am never meant to have company.

I think I should finish my diary entry about the world I want to live in. But I'm just afraid it'll bring me false hopes and all again...And then I'm faced with disappointment again.

What kind of world do you like to live in, people?

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I played so much scramble2 today as well, so much that I beat the high score set by three people together. Shocking.

Sighs.

GRARH! So many problems and I can't solve any of them!! I wished they would all be solved right now so I can stop worrying. But the thing is that I've done almost all I can and everything is now left to either other people, or fate/luck. Neither of which I can trust now, since they have been unpleasant for the past 18 years.

Crosses fingers and prays really hard for the best. For good luck, for friends, and for trust.

Singing the I'm Yours song gives me a false sense of security. =\

But after that I still feel the gravity of it all... This reminds me of another song...

That song is so nice and so powerful. The road keeps on telling me to go on. I feel the gravity of it all.

T_T

Should I accept fate or to fight to choose my own path?

What do you think?