As a kid, I have been raised to get used to be told 'no'. No, I can't do that. No, I can't have that. No, I can't use that. No, don't touch that.
And so, I grew up believing I didn't deserve a lot of stuff.
Just that I've woken up after 18 years, and realise that I do deserve stuff.
But it's a little too late, I might say, because I didn't get what I need for my future. And now I want stuff that I might never get because I can't.
Following Fringe logic, that there are many realities running parallel to the reality I am in right now... I wonder why can't I switch to another reality where I might be better off than I am right now. I mean, what determines where our consciousness lie?
I could be a genius in one reality.
I could be a teenage star in another.
But why is my consciousness in this reality?
Need to start writing letters.
Thanks for the email, Gel.