Okay I'm back to blogging for now... Since I've been here on and off and... I dun have that many readers. Thank you to all who use feeds on my blog so that my post gets read by you anyway.

Well...

I never thought I would be so alright with losing some sort of contact with my friends in high school. Yes, I still talk to Angela coz she's my best friend, and we still go out to watch movies and stuff like that... But other than that, I don't talk to anyone else.

Even Theo, who I used to talk to quite often... He doesn't reply msn anymore. But then again, I don't blame him since he has NS and if I'm not wrong it should be quite stressful... With all the physical discomforts and the matter of adaption and stuff like that.

And also that I'm not in any position to offer him any advice, since I'm a girl. Plus, I don't think I am someone that he would trust.

So that's that.

I don't have much friends at my workplace. They aren't in my age group, and the only person who is in my age group works a different shift. Evelyn and Sally are starting to become nicer to me... At this rate, fine maybe I won't resign.

So yeah, I can safely say that other than Gel and Zephy (the two people I've been chatting with well)... I don't really have anyone that I can talk to. Alright, fine. I don't have any friends. (Awkward look) Hmm... Actually I do talk to one more person, but he's in a more... how to say umm... *higher* position than I am so I gotta watch what I say more often.

In any case, I am quite satisfied with those three people who are actively participating in my personal life. Thank you~ You three make me stay rooted to reality.

So currently I don't have an active goal in life other than eventually becoming a doctor. But that all depends on which uni and which course I take next time. And there's no way of me knowing now, so... yes. Blank. And because of that, I find my dreams more varied in genre. I was once so fascinated with dreams that I wished for a dream every night. Now too~

Oh yes! By the way I did mention that I never want to have medical records with my clinic, but now I have to! Well... They mentioned that I have to get a flu vaccine eventually so whatever. I hope my consultation is waived. And I just need to get meds for that stupid nose of mine.

Alright, typed a lot. Feels like I got so much stuff off my chest. Gonna go sleep~ Nights!