At this point of time where I feel I'm losing everything, I should just stop worrying.

Stop worrying that my family will just become a word.
Stop worrying that I cannot reach my goals.
Stop worrying that I may be single for a very long time.
Stop worrying that nobody cares.

I should stop worrying, and try to find methods to make myself, my life, worth living.

So what if I cannot make my family as bonded as we were? I have given my best effort and tried. If it's making me sad, then it's not worth it. When Mum and Dad couldn't care less about me, then I have to. I have to be my guardian angel, and I have to be the one who cheers me up.

So what if I cannot reach my goals. Everything is still too early to be set, and I should believe that if I have already tried, fate will bring me where I must go. Right now, I need to be someone worth.

At this time when nobody cares, I have to.

What makes the world think that my smile is worth less than theirs?
In fact, my smile is as important as yours, yours and yours.

Like everyone else, I didn't have a choice whether to exist or not. But until our deaths, we cannot do anything about it. We've got to live with it, and live to the fullest at that.

When I'm sad, it's time for me to cheer myself up.

Not making any sense, but suddenly, I feel a tad better.

Screw the haters. I'm going to be me.