I need to calm down
Where are you, my guardian angel...
When I needed you the most.
You were meant to stay by my side,
keep me happy, make me smile...
Where are you, my guardian angel...
Coz now, I really need you....
There were two parts to my day today. I shall first talk about the happy part because not everyone wants to know about how sad and lonely I am and stuff like that.
So basically, I watched Ironman 2 today. Though some people may think it isn't as good as Ironman (1), I love both the first and the second. I felt they were equally as good.
I liked the part where he put on the suit from the case. No spoilers here coz that part was shown in trailers.
I bought the Ironman combo, which is 10 bucks thanks to my GV popcorn card. And then I got the cuppy with an Ironman figure on it. Well, actually I got it for 6 bucks, coz Shawn gave me some money for the popcorn portion of the combo.
Kenneth and I thought the cup was quite sick though. The figure on the cup was only to the waist of the (Ironman/war machine) suit, and there was a hole for the straw. So when properly arranged, it was quite sick.
So that was the happy part of my day. The rest is up to you whether you want to read it or not.
I woke up this morning to my mum saying this to me while I'm still enjoying my air-con sleep.
*bleeeeep* *aircon shuts down*
"Hey, girl. Laura's* mum just called. She told me that Laura got an interview for Medicine. But then, all her scholarships rejected her..."
Me: Right.... *kicks blanket off due to the heat*
"But horh, she says very difficult la... The interview questions she cannot answer well, and she says the essay is so difficult to write... Oh, but anyway she isn't interested in doing medicine la..."
*name changed to protect privacy. (and my ass)
OKAY. Seriously. Here I am, crying my eyes out praying for a chance to study medicine. And then this person here puts down medicine as her choice for the fun of it, and got an interview. I didn't even get the chance to be interviewed.
You know I'm so sick of people who choose medicine for the fun and prestige of it, and hate those people who do medicine but don't want to. If you aren't interested in medicine, or becoming a doctor, then DON'T put it as one of your choices. Stop taking up other people's chances and opportunities.
And my friend, if you are reading this, I'm sorry but it's official. I am mad at you. I know this is how you felt when I was not supposed to get in, but I did. And you didn't. You were always better than I am, and everyone knows it. True, I didn't want to get into the school. But that's because I thought I wasn't worthy of it, and I didn't know much about it. But when I went in, I worked hard, as if I planned to be here. In any case, you persuaded me to join you.
This is not the way I planned to start my day. And my mum knew. She knew that talking about medicine would upset me greatly. And she still did it.
I ended up being moody all day. I was so close to crying at various parts of the day, and that is not good because it screws up my nose badly.
Also, my EZlink card expired, while I just topped up 30 bucks yesterday. Thank you SO fucking much to the Singapore Transport company for reminding me to top up my card yesterday, and failed to remind me that it was going to expire the next day. Thank you so much. Not.
Seriously, this is corrupted.
So my parents picked me up at Hougang station after my outing. I had to get my dollar refunded so that took some time. Not a lot, but a little. When I got into the car, my parents didn't ask me how my outing went. It went like this.
Me: Hello~!
*silence for a few seconds*
Mum: (in a annoyed tone) Where were you when you called me?
[Coz i called her asking where they were waiting]
Me: Err... I was getting my dollar refunded and had to queue.
Mum: Orh. Orh, she was getting her card done la...
Me: The movie was cool.
Dad: Always so slow. Like you (referring to mum), everytime I pick you up you are always the last to come out.
*goes on to argue about auntie politics at the company and all that*
There is a monster within me that I cannot tame. It is feeding off my fear and sadness. I can't do anything about it.
When I needed you the most.
You were meant to stay by my side,
keep me happy, make me smile...
Where are you, my guardian angel...
Coz now, I really need you....
There were two parts to my day today. I shall first talk about the happy part because not everyone wants to know about how sad and lonely I am and stuff like that.
So basically, I watched Ironman 2 today. Though some people may think it isn't as good as Ironman (1), I love both the first and the second. I felt they were equally as good.
I liked the part where he put on the suit from the case. No spoilers here coz that part was shown in trailers.
I bought the Ironman combo, which is 10 bucks thanks to my GV popcorn card. And then I got the cuppy with an Ironman figure on it. Well, actually I got it for 6 bucks, coz Shawn gave me some money for the popcorn portion of the combo.
Kenneth and I thought the cup was quite sick though. The figure on the cup was only to the waist of the (Ironman/war machine) suit, and there was a hole for the straw. So when properly arranged, it was quite sick.
So that was the happy part of my day. The rest is up to you whether you want to read it or not.
I woke up this morning to my mum saying this to me while I'm still enjoying my air-con sleep.
*bleeeeep* *aircon shuts down*
"Hey, girl. Laura's* mum just called. She told me that Laura got an interview for Medicine. But then, all her scholarships rejected her..."
Me: Right.... *kicks blanket off due to the heat*
"But horh, she says very difficult la... The interview questions she cannot answer well, and she says the essay is so difficult to write... Oh, but anyway she isn't interested in doing medicine la..."
*name changed to protect privacy. (and my ass)
OKAY. Seriously. Here I am, crying my eyes out praying for a chance to study medicine. And then this person here puts down medicine as her choice for the fun of it, and got an interview. I didn't even get the chance to be interviewed.
You know I'm so sick of people who choose medicine for the fun and prestige of it, and hate those people who do medicine but don't want to. If you aren't interested in medicine, or becoming a doctor, then DON'T put it as one of your choices. Stop taking up other people's chances and opportunities.
And my friend, if you are reading this, I'm sorry but it's official. I am mad at you. I know this is how you felt when I was not supposed to get in, but I did. And you didn't. You were always better than I am, and everyone knows it. True, I didn't want to get into the school. But that's because I thought I wasn't worthy of it, and I didn't know much about it. But when I went in, I worked hard, as if I planned to be here. In any case, you persuaded me to join you.
This is not the way I planned to start my day. And my mum knew. She knew that talking about medicine would upset me greatly. And she still did it.
I ended up being moody all day. I was so close to crying at various parts of the day, and that is not good because it screws up my nose badly.
Also, my EZlink card expired, while I just topped up 30 bucks yesterday. Thank you SO fucking much to the Singapore Transport company for reminding me to top up my card yesterday, and failed to remind me that it was going to expire the next day. Thank you so much. Not.
Seriously, this is corrupted.
So my parents picked me up at Hougang station after my outing. I had to get my dollar refunded so that took some time. Not a lot, but a little. When I got into the car, my parents didn't ask me how my outing went. It went like this.
Me: Hello~!
*silence for a few seconds*
Mum: (in a annoyed tone) Where were you when you called me?
[Coz i called her asking where they were waiting]
Me: Err... I was getting my dollar refunded and had to queue.
Mum: Orh. Orh, she was getting her card done la...
Me: The movie was cool.
Dad: Always so slow. Like you (referring to mum), everytime I pick you up you are always the last to come out.
*goes on to argue about auntie politics at the company and all that*
There is a monster within me that I cannot tame. It is feeding off my fear and sadness. I can't do anything about it.
