Is it just me or do the eyes sorta hurt when you read white words on black background? Hmm... In any case, it's still better than reading grey words on pink background...
And you guys never told me!
Anyway, not blaming you guys la... Considering, today at the clinic, got blamed by people for their lack of common sense.
I worked till quite late today and was gonna crash near the end. It must be due to the Red tea last night I had, and then couldn't sleep soundly after... So in the end, restless night, almost no sleep. Still managed to crawl out of bed and get to work.
After my supposed shift, everything just went downhill. Things started to seem duller, I couldn't find the bottles, and shit like that. Those signs when all you can think about is having a soft surface to collapse on...
So I just sat there and claimed all the Parkway Shenton stuff. It's really scary when there is no senior around, because the truth is, I know sufficient things to handle most patients... But sometimes there are just patients that have lots of needs. And I don't know how to handle that.
Yesterday in a very long while, I had the fingers for drawing. Drew something for Evelyn. So rare to have such moments, to be able to have an image in mind that I can express. That feeling is immense, like I can finally materialize my thoughts onto something.
That doesn't mean I've been thinking of a certain thing and I drew it. It's the action of materializing something out of brainwaves that is fulfilling.
So today after I got home, I washed up a little, did some internet chores, and then proceeded to train Elfie so that he can evolve into an Espeon by today. I only had until 8pm to do so, because after 8pm he will evolve into an Umbreon, and we don't need another Umbreon.
Fortunately, yesterday's training helped a fair bit. After about 20 minutes, and 2 levels... Elfie finally evolved into an Espeon. Huge relief. Just switched the DS off after saving and collapsed on my bed.
Until 7.45pm, where I got sorta freaked out by the darkness and went to switch on some lights. Before collapsing back on the bed, until mum disturbed me with ehr phone calls.
So. Drained.