Just average.
I am not the best, I am not the worst.
People want to be like me when they're down,
and people wished they were never like me when they're happy.
People think I'm good when they're alone,
and people think I'm nothing when they have company.
I am average.
Today at work, I almost did not dispense any medicine. I think it's good because my junior needs to do it when I leave. And then it hit me, I am leaving.
[Sidenote joke: I was wondering why the frisbee was getting bigger and bigger... Then it hit me.]
Yes, I would finally be leaving in about 2 months. Freedom, baby! But I wonder... If I leave, who can I talk to everyday? By talking, I mean talk crap and laugh and have fun chit chatting. Probably nobody until school starts. Sigh.
I want, and don't want, to leave. I can sleep as late as I want, and go do whatever I want. But then, I'll be doing it alone. (I meant the doing whatever I want thing. Not the sleeping thing. I sleep alone.)
Working at the clinic has been fun. The beginning was tough, but now I have been moved up, no longer the bottom of the food chain, at least... It has been fun. I can actually do stuff, and learn a lot of things from the doctors and the staff. It has served as a reminder of what my goal in life is. Given me an insight. Yes, it is what I will want to do.
I watched Fringe today. It was a really nice episode. I liked that song Olivia sang, and it made me feel like singing it the moment I get a boyfriend ^-^ Stable one, of course.
I feel like listening to acoustic music now. Seeya.