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I am currently blogging in the Sci Clubroom.
Just finished the stupid chem test. And like all Chem tests, I couldn't finish my paper. Probably lost like, shitloads of mark. I should have just ignored the MCQ qns la.
Darnnit.
I have 3 freaking labs this week -_-
All thanks to the holiday some friday.
Seriously!
I have 2 lab reports this week -cries-
Eugene is off printing his notes. I hope he's back soon. Haha.
Cya!
Just finished the stupid chem test. And like all Chem tests, I couldn't finish my paper. Probably lost like, shitloads of mark. I should have just ignored the MCQ qns la.
Darnnit.
I have 3 freaking labs this week -_-
All thanks to the holiday some friday.
Seriously!
I have 2 lab reports this week -cries-
Eugene is off printing his notes. I hope he's back soon. Haha.
Cya!
What I got
It is only through gaining something through sweat and blood, that one truly knows how precious it is.
After working so hard, worrying for a week, 8 pages of planning and thinking, I am finally accepted into the NUS Science Club as the NUSSU Welfare Rep. The name sounds glamorous, but really, it is just being the Vice Director of Welfare for Science, and also to well, be aware of NUSSU + Welfare on their side.
I originally wanted the Director spot, but oh wells. As long as I get to serve from where I am, I am already happy. I am still doing welfare, so it is alright.
But really, I find this opportunity really really precious. Have I not failed once, have I not prepped for the interview, have I not been stressed over it... I would not have realised how important being here, sitting in the science club room, is. It is something that I worked hard for.. Something I fought for.
And thus, I am not going to waste it. I want to give it my all, to do my best during my time here... And really, to just grasp this opportunity and make the best out of it, for myself and more importantly for the people in the Science Faculty.
Although my roles and duties aren't set yet. I will do anything. Anything that I have to do, anything that I am given. I will do.
That is how serious I am in this. And I hope that everything turns out fine eventually.
After working so hard, worrying for a week, 8 pages of planning and thinking, I am finally accepted into the NUS Science Club as the NUSSU Welfare Rep. The name sounds glamorous, but really, it is just being the Vice Director of Welfare for Science, and also to well, be aware of NUSSU + Welfare on their side.
I originally wanted the Director spot, but oh wells. As long as I get to serve from where I am, I am already happy. I am still doing welfare, so it is alright.
But really, I find this opportunity really really precious. Have I not failed once, have I not prepped for the interview, have I not been stressed over it... I would not have realised how important being here, sitting in the science club room, is. It is something that I worked hard for.. Something I fought for.
And thus, I am not going to waste it. I want to give it my all, to do my best during my time here... And really, to just grasp this opportunity and make the best out of it, for myself and more importantly for the people in the Science Faculty.
Although my roles and duties aren't set yet. I will do anything. Anything that I have to do, anything that I am given. I will do.
That is how serious I am in this. And I hope that everything turns out fine eventually.
Birthday stars
This year, my birthday was awesome. Sometimes it's easier to not expect anything.
My PGP clustermates threw me a surprise bday celebration. With an cake and all!
Then Angela and Mel and Shawn and Kenneth went out to play on 11 sept. We went to Food for Thought and had lots of good food, till we were sooo full! Mel was late as usual and had to leave early, and Kenneth had to leave early. So Gel, Shawn and I went to watch Vampires Suck and had a really good laugh! Then Gel and Mel got me bedsheets, which are really practical and really really pretty and i really really really love! Shawn and Kenneth got me a large domo-kun which i really really really love!!! OMG~ ^-^
Then lots of people wished me Happy birthday on facebook, including JinFa!
Yay!!!
I am a really happy gal now~
Thanks everyone!!
My PGP clustermates threw me a surprise bday celebration. With an cake and all!
Then Angela and Mel and Shawn and Kenneth went out to play on 11 sept. We went to Food for Thought and had lots of good food, till we were sooo full! Mel was late as usual and had to leave early, and Kenneth had to leave early. So Gel, Shawn and I went to watch Vampires Suck and had a really good laugh! Then Gel and Mel got me bedsheets, which are really practical and really really pretty and i really really really love! Shawn and Kenneth got me a large domo-kun which i really really really love!!! OMG~ ^-^
Then lots of people wished me Happy birthday on facebook, including JinFa!
Yay!!!
I am a really happy gal now~
Thanks everyone!!
Productive day
I can see how much and how far I can go to chase my dreams. Currently, I do not know how big it is going to get, but I did set a goal for myself.
A dream that I can chase.
I have failed once, and now I am given another chance. And in these dire situations, my failure really scares me shitless and I am really putting in a lot more effort. It is time for co-option, and I am back for another chance to be part of the MC. And I really put in an effort to read and memorise and visualize and plan my answers and everything.
So I really hope I can make it this time.
Anyway, today was enjoyable, I guess. It's tomorrow I'm scared of. However, with all enjoyable days, something annoying will come and screw it up.
So my mum called and asked me for the 6th time if I'm coming home this weekend. And for the 6th time, I told her no.
She then said she wanted to eat at Sakura for my birthday during recess week, and asked me when it is. Since I wasn't near any calendar, i just told her, the week after next.
She insisted I give her the exact dates. INSISTED.
And she is at home, holding a cordless phone, and there are calendars ALL OVER the house. She couldn't even be bothered to get off her butt, walk to the nearest calendar at most 7 steps away, to see when it will be. I, who am in a rush to meet my friend and not near any calendar, has to tell her the date.
And I had to tell her I'd call her back later to inform her of the dates. And she said OK.
She couldn't be more sincere about meeting me after 2 weeks of not seeing her only daughter.
Seriously.
As a random note, even my phone got pissed. The touch screen was screwy after my mum's call and i couldn't unlock it, which means that i can't answer any calls. Yes, it was that bad. But my phone is alright now, anyway.
A dream that I can chase.
I have failed once, and now I am given another chance. And in these dire situations, my failure really scares me shitless and I am really putting in a lot more effort. It is time for co-option, and I am back for another chance to be part of the MC. And I really put in an effort to read and memorise and visualize and plan my answers and everything.
So I really hope I can make it this time.
Anyway, today was enjoyable, I guess. It's tomorrow I'm scared of. However, with all enjoyable days, something annoying will come and screw it up.
So my mum called and asked me for the 6th time if I'm coming home this weekend. And for the 6th time, I told her no.
She then said she wanted to eat at Sakura for my birthday during recess week, and asked me when it is. Since I wasn't near any calendar, i just told her, the week after next.
She insisted I give her the exact dates. INSISTED.
And she is at home, holding a cordless phone, and there are calendars ALL OVER the house. She couldn't even be bothered to get off her butt, walk to the nearest calendar at most 7 steps away, to see when it will be. I, who am in a rush to meet my friend and not near any calendar, has to tell her the date.
And I had to tell her I'd call her back later to inform her of the dates. And she said OK.
She couldn't be more sincere about meeting me after 2 weeks of not seeing her only daughter.
Seriously.
As a random note, even my phone got pissed. The touch screen was screwy after my mum's call and i couldn't unlock it, which means that i can't answer any calls. Yes, it was that bad. But my phone is alright now, anyway.
Stressed
A very important day to me is coming up very soon. I'm a bit stressed because everytime it occurs, I will reflect a whole lot. And I know that so far, I haven't achieved anything. Which stresses me out because I will spend my entire week worrying, emo-ing, stuff like that.
BLAH. What a disaster. DI-SAS-TER!
Let me share with you a story since I promised Crystalyn I'd write. Sorry ah, Crystalyn... I know you're a great friend and you cheer me up and stuff... But this is really... cute.
To understand this story, you gotta know how the PGP key looks like. It's actually a transponder. Like a car key thing. It has just one button in the middle of the key.
So one fine day in 2900, I showed Crystalyn my transponder. -holds out transponder-
Crystalyn: What's that? -PRESSES-
[Cass jumps a little]
Crystalyn: HUH? What's this?
Cass: Oh, it's for my pacemaker....
Crstalyn: What's a pacemaker?
Cass: It's this device you put in your heart for irregular heartbeat...
Crstalyn: OMG! I pressed it!!!
Cass: Yeah. You did. =(
Crystalyn: omgomgomg I'm so sorry... >_<
In the end, I told her I was joking la... And she wasn't exactly laughing after that.
Sowweee.
Right...?
Today, I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy because all my friends got the positions they wanted. Sad because they are living my dream. And I tend to get jealous about that, which will morph into depression and emo-ness.
So during the times there was nobody talking/smsing/msning me... I will honestly, just stoning where I stood/sat, and imagined a world.
I talked to Daniel about my stories AGAIN. Like how he repeats himself over and over again, so do I with him. Funnily, he finds them interesting. Genuinely. Makes me wonder if he ever listens. But I always feel so good after yelling at him about council-PSL crap and how the world is unfair to people who can't put themselves on paper.
HELLO!!! I am someone who shines better in person than on paper. I don't have stories to tell, but I have potential to show! I shouldn't be the one standing at the other side of the glass door, staring at where I wanna be. Do you know, even though I have no key... That I can break that damn glass? Yea, that's how much strength I have. So just let me in. Ok?
In any case, angsty angsty. I want in. Really. Let me in.
BLAH. What a disaster. DI-SAS-TER!
Let me share with you a story since I promised Crystalyn I'd write. Sorry ah, Crystalyn... I know you're a great friend and you cheer me up and stuff... But this is really... cute.
To understand this story, you gotta know how the PGP key looks like. It's actually a transponder. Like a car key thing. It has just one button in the middle of the key.
So one fine day in 2900, I showed Crystalyn my transponder. -holds out transponder-
Crystalyn: What's that? -PRESSES-
[Cass jumps a little]
Crystalyn: HUH? What's this?
Cass: Oh, it's for my pacemaker....
Crstalyn: What's a pacemaker?
Cass: It's this device you put in your heart for irregular heartbeat...
Crstalyn: OMG! I pressed it!!!
Cass: Yeah. You did. =(
Crystalyn: omgomgomg I'm so sorry... >_<
In the end, I told her I was joking la... And she wasn't exactly laughing after that.
Sowweee.
Right...?
Today, I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy because all my friends got the positions they wanted. Sad because they are living my dream. And I tend to get jealous about that, which will morph into depression and emo-ness.
So during the times there was nobody talking/smsing/msning me... I will honestly, just stoning where I stood/sat, and imagined a world.
I talked to Daniel about my stories AGAIN. Like how he repeats himself over and over again, so do I with him. Funnily, he finds them interesting. Genuinely. Makes me wonder if he ever listens. But I always feel so good after yelling at him about council-PSL crap and how the world is unfair to people who can't put themselves on paper.
HELLO!!! I am someone who shines better in person than on paper. I don't have stories to tell, but I have potential to show! I shouldn't be the one standing at the other side of the glass door, staring at where I wanna be. Do you know, even though I have no key... That I can break that damn glass? Yea, that's how much strength I have. So just let me in. Ok?
In any case, angsty angsty. I want in. Really. Let me in.