Exams are coming!
It's that time of the academic year again! EXAMS! Frankly speaking, exams sound like a good idea to me. Good old cramming stuff into the brain without a care about lab reports, assignments, and stuff like that. Yep, just me and my textbooks and my notes and my stationery, studying.
It isn't such a bad idea, really. Think about it! It's the end of all the miserable nonsensical lectures where we took the long route to understanding a concept - through deciphering a mysterious accent, then recalling what was said. Seriously, just read the notes or the textbook. I'm sorta glad I've gone through some of it in NUSH, at least, I had ample time in not having to decipher stuff.
Oh wells.
Looked through some photos today and realised how different I look over the years. Okay, not over the years, but over a course of a few months. Last time my hair was just weird, the fringe is just too long, partitioning my hair weirdly. Then I cut it, and I had short hair for a long while... And then now, which I find is pretty alright compared with past looks. On top of that, crap, I've gained some weight! Well, I don't consider myself socially fat yet, but I do hope I get to at least maintain this build. And not grow fatter.
And then thinking back, NUSH was really a step for me to ditch my past past and rehabilitate me so that I could stand up again and face the world. I feel so... redeemed after being in NUSH, albeit the one major issue that could have been avoided if only someone was more mature in their relationships. And then now, I think I have recovered about 90%, and is a huge change compared to the olden days where I had to expend energy to smile.
Nowadays, it just comes naturally. Which I am glad for.
Sighs.
I have no idea where I put my Tamagotchi! My mum tried to locate it during the weekend but still couldn't find it. She found the pouch I used to put it in, but the Tamagotchi is just, GONE. Shit. I hope I can find it, if not I'll be really really sad.
I become really attached to my belongings... I still remember once my tamagotchi thingy fell into the gap of the lift, and now I'm feeling a little sad. And my stupid teacher confiscated my mum's pencil which I found out is her lucky pencil...The thought of it can really guilt me even until now (the incident occurred 11 years ago.). Somehow I wished I can get it back for mum, and I really want to... Only thing is, it's just a pencil to that teacher, she would have trashed it especially since she confiscates so many stationery. And on top of that, she was the teacher who ruined my life...
So...
Sigh. Omg I'm getting emo.
