Today, watched Harry Potter. It was pretty intense throughout, which is good because the entire book is dark and intense, you know... Enjoyed it. Kinda not used to the fact that the actors are way too old for their characters. Oh well.

Reminded me about how much I used to be a fan of Daniel Radcliffe. Still is. Haha! But he's losing his fans coz he isn't that cute little boy he used to be, and from what I saw at the movies today... He doesn't seem that buff. Oh wells. I'm still a fan, not a crazy one, but yes, a fan.

Went to run some errands after that, and had a great talk with Angela.

Sometimes, well, you can't expect too much from someone. And that's what I learnt. The more you expect, the more disappointed one gets. And yes, I am content. I have since stopped thinking about long term happiness because it is just too hard to get. Because it isn't a solo activity, and it will come to me when fate thinks I deserve it.

In the meantime, seriously, fate, you aren't doing a very good job. Step up on it. Seriously, before your mortal gets pissed.

So, I should at least for now, just appreciate what is presented in front of my eyes. Stop looking so far into the future. I think it's crucial that I can get my spirits up long enough for me to wake up every morning with a reason to carry on living. Yes.

Be happy with what I get now.

We shall see what happens tomorrow. I do hope that I get to breathe in that fresh air again, the familiar scent. It doesn't matter that most of the past I've been there with a recently-promoted-to undesirable. This is the future, and I am living in it. I am not going to dwell on the past.

[Especially since he gave me a reason to stop believing he could be a friend.]

I haven't finished my filming plan for tomorrow. I was hoping to get the scenes I needed for a film I wanted to do. I know I'm not good at it, and when it comes to editing that I will slack off because my programme sucks... Still, I gotta try.

And tonight, I will spend a lot of time purging all expectations for tomorrow. I must. I must I must. It's not right for me to be expecting things from people. I need to work to get what I want. And even then, we can't always get what we want.

I don't want to think what happens in the future. For now, I live the present and make good out of it.