Today, I was quite happy in the beginning. Woke up feeling sort of refreshed and not zombie-like, unlike yesterday. Made my way down to Compasspoint for OCC. Managed to work through the entire thing, which was sort of an achievement to me coz I thought I would be too tired to carry on.

But I'm sorta sick of reporting screw ups. Let's just say that everything screwed up after that.

And I sort of, got really upset. I would be tired now, but a part of me is so enraged, I feel like staying up till someone gets up so that I could scold them.

I feel like having a Breezer now. No, I shall drink one before i get to school tomorrow.

I mean, it just takes one event to set off a chain of thoughts, to be in a state miserable enough to get the truth out of the people around me. Because people feel sorry for me. (And I know you do too, every time I am emo.)

Even though I'm not supposed to be emo, but what can I do if the only reason for me to not be emo is the one who set off the trigger? (I'm sorry.) Also, I now have more reason to be angry with you.

I don't know if the next day you'll come and say sorry.

I don't even know if you really read this thing.

I don't know anything anymore.

Why do you do this to me.