Being back in school means having no time for anything else.

Seeing from a SCMC point of view, being back in school means academics + Science Club work to do. Science club work is sort of fun and more fulfilling, at least to me... Yet there is still academics to take care of and that sucks the fun out of everything.

And on the academics side, being back in school means having to study study and study. LSM is not a good place to be in, since the cohort is so huge, a portion being Medicine rejects, so the whole bell curve thing is probably not going to work to your advantage. Not to mention, everybody is so chiong with the work. Simple lab report also write until want to submit to Science journals like that or something. Sien.

Everyone is just so competitive! Is this typical of universities across the world, or is it just Singapore, or is it just my school? Super sighx when I think about it. Learning is about knowing things, not showing off how much you can remember in a fixed amount of time. It doesn't mean that just coz my grades are horrible that I don't understand anything!

And also there are like, groups of people who are so obnoxious it makes me irritated. ARGH!

Can't believe I'm going to be here for another 2 or 3 years... I would totally become a no life nut who thinks about CAPs and studies and research, and nothing else!

In any case, I guess it is still not as bad when I know that my friends are around and there for me when I need them. Although at times, they use studies as an excuse for stuff, but they still care for me la.

I think, this world is a little screwed up already. Science, technology, and advancement actually causes our Earth to deteriorate, yet we are doing all we can to learn, so that we are able to do more research to find new ways to advance our society. And this ultimately speeds up the destruction of us.

Not only that, some people's mindsets are really weird. I don't really understand society anymore. That's why I turn to science because at least it has some true facts that can't be proven wrong. Humans are just too complicated to understand... ZZZ!