Umm... So fast right, exams coming...Yea. Then exams over, work for PA, go PA, go SCamp, go SOW, then sch start again wth...

Cannot tahan this kind of life. Firstly, the reminder everyday that I suck really sucks. I don't know why sia... I study so frikkin' hard, then I get 39 out of 50... But it isn't even good enough. I don't understand why I love Biology so much, study Biology so much, still not good enough. Oh my gosh, what else do they want from me...

KNS. Really super KNS this sytem. I got a D the previous time, probably a C or D again this time... Coz like, median score is 42. Yea, that is how it goes, you think you're okay, but you suck. There goes my pull-up CAP for this sem. And to think, I hoped that with the topics I love so much, I would be able to maybe perform a little better.

And this happens.

School is really unfair sometimes. Why can't they switch to a fulfillment system... Where they don't grade, but go on a S/U system for everything. Unless you really catch no ball for that module then you get a S. We are already in uni le, still need to 'chromatograph' sumore. As if there aren't enough elitist programs hanging around in school.

I don't know what the hell is wrong with the world. I spend less money to get into a better university and end up at the lower trenches of the cohort. I spend so much back then to bring me a step closer to what I really want, and end up being lousier than anyone else.

Feel like such a failure. Did not get to NUS High to achieve such lousy standards.

Sigh.

Sometimes, it's easier to imagine that you were never here. Rather than being here, worrying about how to survive.