In any case, trying to multi-task here.

Haven't blogged in awhile.

Sometimes, I look upon Facebook, and realize how disconnected I am with my NUSH people. This is especially true for those not studying at NUS, or those that are in NUS and not participating in activities.

I guess it is partly because I am always busy doing Science Club stuff. And also coz none of the NUS people taking life sciences are in the same subject group as me. So I don't see them that much if they don't hang around the Science activities..

And the other people, I don't know. Maybe I just never managed to form a close enough bond with them? Which is kinda sad really... Coz I really liked my NUS High days.

Those NS guys just seem so, unknown to me now. And there are some who were quite good friends with me, yet they just don't seem to remember me.

Sigh.

Also, I'm just so busy with schoolwork. Who knew, the students here study so hard that if I don't study, I'll fail. I'm not a bad student, and I love what I study. However, it is just not enough, you know... something isn't... right.

I always thought things could be accomplished if you had the passion for it. But it's just not true where I am... Coz I like what I study yet I don't do well.

Grades don't matter. That's what you say when you are getting good results... The rest who don't get good results, become slaves of the grades. And no matter what you say, grades do matter to us.

We love you, yes, but employers love our results more. Thus, they love you more. And that's not good for us, sorry.

Alright, I am getting damn frustrated already. Byebye.